You are my light // Jacklyn ff

Chapterrrrr two!

Yes, I bought Andy's shoes but they are awesome so why wouldn't I have bought them..?

I'm so embarrassed, everyone is looking at me. Even Brooklyn is laughing his ass off. Well that's a good first impression Jack. I thought I told you to not be so awkward again, ugh be normal.

After class Sonny and I walk towards Brooklyn. Brooklyn and Sonny greet each other with a hug and I just smile at him. "Brook, this is Jack. Jack, this is Brook." Sonny says. "Hey mate, are you the guy that moved in across from my room?" He asks. O my god, you're kidding me right? He's the guy I awkwardly smiled at yesterday!? I'm so good at first impressions, just be normal this time okay Jack. "I think I am, were you the one waving?" I asked. He starts laughing, "Yes, I was. I'm sorry that was kinda weird of me, but I had never seen you before." He says. "That doesn't matter, I was being weird as well." I say smiling. Wow that was the first time I smiled at this school. Sonny was right he is a nice guy.

After English and the break I'm on my own. Sonny is gone and I have to find the science classroom. After some minutes I finally find it but I'm too late. Of course I am because my first day is going very smooth, so why wouldn't I be late. I open the door and walk in and again the first person I see is Brook. He is looking at me and smiles. Wow, he has the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. And his eyes, they're so green. I wouldn't mind looking at them for the rest of my life. But that would be weird because I don't even know him so why would I look at his eyes every day. And I'll have a wife later so that would be weird too because I'm not gay, right?

"Hello mister, I suppose you are new so you can sit there." The teacher says while pointing at the seat next to Brook. I walk towards Brook and sit down next to him. "Hi mate, nice to see you again." He says. I just smile at him and for the rest of the class I just stare at him. It's funny how he looks when he is trying to concentrate, he frowns his eyebrows and sticks his tung out a little. He kinda looks like a 3 year old but it suits him very well.

"Hey mate, can you help me with this? I have no clue what to do." He suddenly asks me. "Uhm yeah, it's easy see there are always as many atoms on the left side as on the right side. So you just have to make sure that both sides have the same amount of atoms." I explain but he just looks at me with a weird face. I chuckle, I never chuckle but I chuckled about his damn cute face. Ugh what is happening to me! "I'm sorry mate, but I think I'm just too dumb to understand this stuff. Thanks for your help though." He says. "No mate, you can do it, I'll help you with it. You can just come to my room in the evening and I'll explain it to you." I offer. Since when do I offer people my help, I was supposed to give a cba kinda vibe but now I'm being nice. What is this? "You sure, we've only just met and I don't wanna make you feel uncomfortable or something." "No, it's alright." "Alright then I will see you in your room at 6 tonight. Thanks for helping me." He says and then the bell rings. The rest of the day was awful and boring but I couldn't stop thinking about why I was so nice to Brook.

At exactly 6 pm I hear a knock on my door. I hate it when people are so punctual, I am never on time and people who are, are just ridiculous. I open the door and am greeted by that beautiful smile. "Hey mate, come on in." I say. Brook steps in my room and immediately starts looking at my empty walls and empty desk. "Wow, you've really brought your whole house with you, haven't you?" He says jokingly. I just smile at him awkwardly because this is literally all I have in my room at home. I never really liked to put stuff in my room because my parents like to move a lot. So every time I had something of value standing in my room I would just have to pack it again and when I would look at it in the next house, it would remind me of my old friends. So every time that I made new friends, I didn't put anything of them in my room knowing that I would just move away sooner or later.

"Well lets start with the science homework shall we?" I ask. Brook opens his backpack and takes all his stuff out. I sit on the ground against the wall and Brook sits across from me against the bed. I start explaining the paragraph that we have talked about in class but he still looks clueless. So I decide that he should learn by making the exercises. Out of 20 he got 2 right, but he was very happy with it. I like that he is so proud of this, it makes me feel proud as well even though I haven't taught him anything yet.

I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I'm just sitting in my room listening to music, watching netflix or going on insta. And now I'm writing a fanfic.
Still don't know how I'm going to do this thing but..... who cares
Hope you like it...
Peace!