Lost My Chance

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It was 13.05

I woke up at the alarm I use for waking me up at school. These days I rather sleeping than eating, that's why jihyo always told dont forget to eat

Two missed calls from jihyo and a post notification from nayeon on Instagram

"Huh.. what did I miss" I scratch my head

I forgot I still had the post notification on so I dont miss everytime she post

(A pic of flower)

I want you to be mine and I want to be yours ~Chris
Thank you.. I luv u

My heart broke

What just happened, I dont believe what I just saw. I started to get teary eyes again. I read it again.. and again.. the caption won't change.

I feel so empty suddenly..
I guess there no more chance for me to be in her heart, no more..

"Aarrgghh.." as i punched the wall

Then I realized my mom must have come back from shopping.. so I decided to take a walk

I grabbed my black hoodie even though the sun is above my head, I just go with it.

I can't see where I was going.. my eyes was filled with tears.. I screamed, I dont care what people think about me.

I walk and I came across one of such a memorable place to go.. The Freedom we used to call, it was a little clift with an amazing view.

I stand at the edge of the clift taking deep breath.. trying to calm down. But its hurting me so much. I can't stop crying as I pulled my hair feeling so frustrated.

Why can't I just tell her the truth when I still have time. Now I dont have it anymore, she left with someone better..

I sat there continue crying as I remember those memories we had together

(FLASHBACK)

"Hey, where are you going?" I scream trying to catch up to her but shes too fast

Until I found her standing near the clift

"Dont you even think about it" I said so she dont jump off the clift

"I won't.. it just hurts how he dump me just like that..*sobbing* I always give what he likes and.. this what he returns?!?" She cried after broke up with her boyfriend after 3 weeks

I know that guy was nothing just the one who takes advantage from you

"Hey hey I'm here you can talk to me.." I try to calm her down by rubbing her back and it seems to work

(FLASHBACK END)

I always there for you but you never was..
I'm could just end myself right here right now..

But I cant..

DRrr...

My phone rings

'GodJihyo'

I answer the phone

"Y/n?"

"..."

"Y/n? Please answer me"

"Yes" I answered with a low tone

"Where are you now??? I've been calling for you"

"I.. I was asleep.. and i heard the news"

"Are you okay??"

"Hmm"

"Where are you now, I'm going there after school"

" I'm at The Freedom"

"Okay I'll be right th--"

Tut.. she hung up

I guess I'm staying here for another hour
I calmed myself, trying to process everything.
It happened too fast.. my heart feels so swollen..

So empty.

After almost 30 minutes, jihyo called again

"Y/n you hear me right??"

"Yeah why"

"Get out of there noww.."

"Why? I thought you were coming here"

"Nayeon snatched my phone hung up the call and she ask me to go to The Freedom with her bf.."
"And she is going there right now, I didn't come cause I know you were there... now GO.." she ordered

"Okay okay I'm going" as I still keep the phone call

"Oh no"

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