𝖩𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖠𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖮𝗋𝖽𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗋𝗒 𝖫𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝖲𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗒 | 𝗻𝗮𝗺𝗷𝗶𝗻

twelve

- Namjoon's point of view -

After talking for probably a few hours Jin hyung fell asleep.

He looked uncomfortable so without making any sounds i carried him to my room and placed him on my bed

he wouldn't mind right?

After putting a blanket on him i walked back to the living room

I looked at the small table beside the couch and saw that my doctor papers were still lying there

Why didn't i put them away?

I grabbed them and began to read it once again one thing caught my eye the paper didn't said Kim NamJoon it said Kim SeokJin

I read all the papers and it was hard to keep my tears in

I know exactly how he feels

I putted them back on the small table.

Then i walked back to my bedroom i silently opened the door and looked at Jin he looked way more at peace in the bed

I walked a bit closer and carefully caressed his cheek.

After a bit I got scared that he would wake up so i  ran fast out of the room to the couch and layed there while looking at the ceiling just thinking about everything

And slowly my eyelids got heavy and i fell asleep.