𝗨𝗻𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗕𝘆 𝗔𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗮 ✓ [OLD]

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"he was part of my life that i didn't like talking about. i used to have a split personality disorder... i had my suicidal life and my love life. i'm off of medication because they said i only needed it for three years."

as he talked, i caressed his scars, understanding what he's explaining.

he seemed nervous and...scared to tell me about it.

he seemed to stop for a moment, resting his head on my small shoulder.

i lifted my hand up to the side of his face, caressing his cheekbone with my thumb.

"who is he now?"

"seokjin is...my dead ex husband."

i didn't know what to say, it didn't seem like he didn't want to continue.

a ex husband.

he had a husband.

"it doesn't really matter anymore because he's gone..." he mumbled, feeling tears gather up his eyes.

he rested his head on my shoulder, putting his hands around my small waist.

"i visit his grave on his birthday...which is in december when it's snowing..."

i caressed the back of his neck, pulling him close, accepting the pull.

"i want you to visit him if you ever go to japan." namjoon mumbled, looking up at him. "like i want you to meet elo." he softly brought his smile back up.

"your little kitten?"

"yeah...my little kitten." he quietly chuckled. "you look like her."

"excuse me?"

namjoon chuckled. "kidding."