Alex&Saturn UwU(pt.167)

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OuuuuuuuuSo since no one reads this Ill tell you about my diddly darn dream

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Ouuuuuuuu
So since no one reads this
Ill tell you about my diddly darn dream

So i was in this place ive never seen before it was church like and apparently it had turned into the school i was going up them swirly stairs  and i was going to take a photo and then i think i dropped it
And that bitch broke in half
So i was like oh shit oh well
So i went inside the school which ment i went down told my dad i broke it and then went inside the school
People were not in uniforms but the school seemed very fancy at that point like chandeliers  and just very brown based and rustic
I sat at the table and my freind came and like 2 other guys i dont know who they were but ok and then like i was crying and my freind said " you wanna go do something fun"
And i said

"bitch ive been crying all day" and then one of them guys was like "cmon shes got this paint we're gonna pour it on the teachers car"

Now this an important detail to the story the school for some reason was beside a middle to like primary school
So little kids in a playground that was fenced

And i was like ok some people were out side and my freind said when they turn around (teachers) we go okay
And it failed one but apparently the whole school was on it preps and such
And then we went iut and did it
And all of a sudden im on the buss anf im like putting my finger through this guys hair and im like smiling and looking at his mouth like in them movies and like im thinking am i gonna smooch him and  then i woke up

So that was it
i dont know who it was i dont tend to like white people
Sorry whiteys

Anyways im sure ive said this before but i dont talk to any guys im pretty sure im not gay im awkward and brown with no boyfreind experience
I dont necessarily want one maybe im just starved from affection
But y know i wanna focus on my grades and since schools started
But
Im actually scared of men
Bc every guy freind i had ended up liking me and i liked them at some point but i never had the courage to say yes and im disappointed cus some of them were really nice and good people and i wish i could've said yes but yknow didnt they eventually stopped talking to me its wierd i know but its not like i didnt want to stop being freinds
But i hear guys get hurt when their crush said no but they still want to be freind hence is why they kinda ghosted me

I think i am starved from attention affection and all that

Starry☆~

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