i'm needy. emotional. i've felt like crying at everything that elicits tear-jerk reactions all day but never actually end up crying.
maybe i'm just being ridiculous.
i wish i had someone. i used to, you know. for a long time i could trust him. i could let him hold me when he did and i loved being with him when it felt right.
until it didn't and i don't anymore.
now i turn over in the middle of the night and realize there is no one. but i guess that's how it needs to be.
i'm needy and emotional and sad and it's not even fucking 2am yet.