Back to the basics -xxxtentacion

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( get in your feelings type song ^)

1 month later

I nodded my head as I walked down the street with my head phones in

" because when if come back around bitch imma put yo ass on my hit list" I rapped as I walked up to my house

I was back to my Normal self I haven't talked or been in association with jahseh since that day

I was about to walk in the house until I heard my name being called from across the street

It was Cleo and she looked panicked

" hey is everything alright" I asked taking one ear phone out

" uh-umm no not exactly umm it's jahseh he's needa somebody to calm him down his counselor is stuck in traffic and she's not going to make it in time before he hurts someone badly" she said stuttering

She needs me to help calm him down how exactly would I help I don't even talk to him anymore

" umm okay" I said while walking with her to her house

We went inside the house and I instantly heard banging

" umm is he okay what is wrong with him" I asked looking around

" I don't know h-h-he just snapped out of nowhere" she said clearly scared

I wasn't scared because what is there to be scared of I seen enough already

Cleo walked and opened his door slowly

" MA GET THE FUCK OUT" he said pushing her away from the door

He slammed the door back

She looked at me which ment I had to clearly interfere with what was happening

I knocked on the door

" LEAVE ME ALONE" he basically yelled

" jahseh it's me star" I said while knocking on the door

Everything went quiet

The door began to open slowly

He pulled me in the room extremely fast

" jahseh what is wrong with you" I asked as I looked at him

He huggged me

" I'm going crazy star I need you" he said crying into my neck

I let him go and sat him on the bed

" jahseh what happened" I asked as he looked away from me

" I can't control it anymore there's nothing here to stop it or distract me" he said " it was my fault" he said crying

I grabbed him and held him in my arms

"Jahseh nothings your fault okay everything happens for a reason" I said rocking him back and forth

I was honestly lost I was never to type to help people when they cry I could only give advice

" it was my fault that's why you never come by to talk to me anymore that's why you stopped calling me we don't even text anymore" he said crying even harder

Was he doing all this because of me

" it wasn't your fault it was me I was being crazy I should have never tried to blame it on you" I said started to let tears fall from my face " those where my issues I take all the blame" I said shaking my head a little

I noticed he started breathing extremely fast and hard

" j-j-jahseh lay lay down your panicking" I said as I laid him down

" I don't want you to leave me again" he said

" jahseh I just came from work I didn't even get a chance to shower or anything" I said looking at him

" I don't care please lay with me" he said kinda in a raspy voice

I took my Rita's shirt off and was left in my t shirtI went in this clothes drawer and got some shorts then  I took my shoes off and cut the light off and got in the bed

I crawled next to jahseh and laid there

He wrapped his arms around my waist and he pressed his body against mine

I felt butterflies in my stomach a little

He pressed his head into my neck

" you smell good" he mumbled into my neck

" thank you" I said lowly

I reached for my phone and texted my mother of where I was and what happened

I put my phone down and closed my eyes

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Hmmm I'm thinking of doing a explicit scene some time soon 🧐 anybody disagree

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