If I can't have you

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00: Regret

2017

Being alone in this empty house is kinda normal now.

Has been since I lost her.

I was stupid, went out with the guys, got drunk, brought a girl home with me, fucked her. When I should've told her to go.

I remember the pain when she threw the engagement ring at my face, hitting me on the corner of my eye, leaving a well deserved bruise.

I remember after she left, I found a used pregnancy test. It was positive, but I also found abortion pills on the counter, untouched, but they were still there.

I fucked up and I dont know if I can fix what I've done.