Silent Confessions

#6 Confessions

You're my friend.

You're my close friend.

You're my best friend.

We don't see each other much.

I walk past you at school and wave.

But that's all we ever do.

We hang out a bunch of times.

I remember those moments.

They're bittersweet.

I miss hanging out with you, but we're growing up.

Soon I won't be able too.

You'll move far away, I'll move too.

But you're priorities have changed.

You've got a girl. You've got a guy.

So I'm left forgotten, but that's okay, I have other friends too.

We still talk when we pass, we still smile when we wave.

We still do the things we normally did when we were close.

I can't lie, I do miss you. I miss you a lot.

But what was different now?

You've become so mean to me lately.

I've done my best to be a good friend, I've done my best to support you, why did you forget what I've done for you?

You call me names, you spread rumors, hoping it'll degrade me but the truth is you're only breaking my heart.

I want to help you because I know you're in pain, but you keep pushing me away, how do I make it stop?

I get blamed, left and right, you tell me not to help you well I'm sorry I can't abandon you.

I love you, truly, you deserve better, I deserve better, I help you because we're friends, I help you because you're a close friend.

I help you, because you're my best friend.

With Love, Forgotten.

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A/N Happy Birthday, my friend.