Colors

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Your little brother never tells you, but he love you so
You said you mother only smiled on her TV show
You're only happy when you're sorry, head is filled with dope


I find that crying and screaming doesn't help anymore. Nothing can help anymore. Nothing. Nothing matters to you anymore. Not even life.

What have you become, my love?

I hope you make it to the day you're twenty-eight years old
You're drippin' like a saturated sunrise
You're spillin' like an overflowing sink

We had our whole life ahead of us. Why? Why?! Why...?

You're ripped at every edge, but you're a masterpiece
And now you're tearin' through the pages and the ink

But now... but now that doesn't matter. I tried to help so many times, and it didn't matter. So I'm letting you. I'm letting you drain yourself of color and life.

I don't need you anymore.

Everything is blue

Tears come. They come, and I'm happy. I look at the ripped photos of us and I'm happy. It hurts. But I'm happy.

His pills, his hands, his jeans
And now I'm covered in the colors, pull apart at the seams

I'm free. God I'm free. Even if it's a bittersweet, I am free. With the liberty to do whatever I want. Liberty. What a sweet word.

And it's blue
And it's blue

You have chosen your path and I have mine.

Everything is grey
His hair, his smoke, his dreams
And now he's so devoid of color he don't know what it means

I look at you now, and I don't see you. You are but the shell of the one I love.

And he's blue
And he's blue

I smile.

You were a vision in the morning when the light came through
I know I've only felt religion when I've lied with you

Its like a world of euphoria, but not with the poisons that took your colors away. The happiness is so unreal, but still so, so real.

He said you'll never be forgiven till your boys are too
And I'm still waking every morning but it's not with you

I am happy. So happy.

You're drippin' like a saturated sunrise
You're spillin' like an overflowing sink

And I hope that one day, you will experience it as well, when you're free of the twisted joy that addicted you to brushes with the other side.

You're ripped at every edge, but you're a masterpiece
And now you're tearing through the pages and the ink

And fuck, I still love you. I love you too much for my own good.

Everything is blue
His pills, his hands, his jeans
And now I'm covered in the colors pulled apart at the seams

But now, you won't be holding me back. Not now. Not ever. Not anymore.

And it's blue
And it's blue

Who knew a taste of a fresh air could be so sweet.

Everything is grey
His hair, his smoke, his dreams
And now he's so devoid of color he don't know what it means

And please baby, don't give up.

And he's blue
And he's blue
You were red, and you liked me because I was blue
But you touched me, and suddenly I was a lilac sky
Then you decided purple just wasn't for you

I still love you, it's just that you love it more than you love me.

And you turned gray.

Everything is blue
His pills, his hands, his jeans
And now I'm covered in the colors
Pulled apart at the seams

But even if your life is, I won't you let you turn me into a storm.

And it's blue
And it's blue

I thought everyday, that I would be strong, and that I would walk away. And I never did.

Everything is grey
His hair, his smoke, his dreams

But today I did. I finally walked away.

And now he's so devoid of color he don't know what it means
And he's blue
And he's blue

Under this azure sky, I claim my liberty.

Everything is blue
Everything is blue
Everything is blue
Everything is blue

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