Mine forever( ✔)

part 5

"New class ; new subject and new friends everything was new. it was the first day of our 11 class.
After our roll calls mam introduced you as the new student. I didn't knew what happened to me but i fall for you then and there.
The way you said 'hi' in your soft voice. Oh! I can't even tell you how much I admired you.
First day ; I fell for you . Second day ; I adored you and till now I admire you.

I know we never talked to each other but your single glance made my day. I used to secretly glance at you. Whenever I got time i was used to think about you. Not even my closest friend knew that i love you.

Yes I am sure that it was not just a mere attraction it was love indeed love.
You occupied my mind ;you occupied my heart.

huh! What a irony the girl who told Everyone that she doesn't believe in love ............ Fell for you so hard.

Days passed and we were in 12th near to our farewell I can't even tell you how much painful it was for me. As if someone is piercing my heart. I was so upset that we would not be able to meet after this... Oh sorry.... I mean i would not able to glance at you.

I somehow controlled my self . From then till now I consider you the only person who is ruling my heart. I found solace in you. It's been 7 years ,I admire you so much .
Obviously 2 years I spend my time in admiring you and rest 5 in admiring your photos.

Yes;these 5 years there was no single day I didn't looked at your photos. Whenever I looked at your photos it gave me some unknown peace and satisfaction.

yesterday when I saw you . My heart started beating fastly. Like before I didn't uttered a single word in front of you. It was just interview. But let me tell you this was the best interview I had ever given in my life.

I love you but I don't expect you to love me back. You will think I am mad. Yes I am kinda mad but only for you.

But I only
Want your happiness. But I don't expect you to find that happiness in me.

If you love me back someday Let me tell you I will be more than happy but I will never force you. I love you and will love you always no matter you love me back or not. "

Bela closed her diary after writing her feelings. She was feeling relaxed now. This was her habit whenever she was too sad or too happy she used to write her heart . But today she was having mix of imotions she didn't knew she was happy or sad.

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Bela came down stairs for dinner.

" di please sign here. "

" what is this. "

"This is card gives me permission to flirt with as many girls as I want. "

"Raghav"

" sorry di. Your sign is required for my I card. "

"fine. "

They both had dinner with bela being silent and raghav continuously  blabbering his non-sense talks.

Finally they departed to theirs rooms and Slept waiting for the next day to explore what life has in store for them.

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Please ignore grammatical mistakes .

Thanks for reading ❤.