𝕒 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 :)

trying my best

i know you think i got it all figured out but cause

i walk around like my head's in the clouds but

im just a boy with his heart pourin out

of his head

i wish that you could see the pain that ive seen and

all of the time i spent being not me and

i hope you know its not always happy

in my head

cause i

dont know

the perfect road to go down

but i know

im trying my best

im trying my best to be okay

im trying my best but every day

its so hard

and im holding my breath

im holding my breath till i can say

all of the words i want to say

from my heart

if you really want to i could let you inside

its been so long and ive got nothing left to hide

would you believe if i told you that ive

got flaws

now its time to let the curtains unfold and

tell all the stories that i didnt want told

let it out and i unburden my soul

it wont stop

cause i dont know

the perfect road to go down

but i know

im  trying my best

im trying my best to be okay

im trying my best but every day

its so hard

and im holding my breath

im holding my breath till i can say

all of the words i want to say

from my heart

anson seabra - trying my best