reunited | Shawn mendes { completed }

19 | sometimes you don't get what you wanted

we arrived the venue his Bodyguard leads us to shawn's room
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the show started we went to sit, Our seats are on the top on the right side I can see shawn and the fans in front of me, shawn came in the stage he spotted us his smile became big he started singing and our eyes met multiple times, he keeps singing and my eyes never left him when he started to sing i couldn't hear anything all i hear is this song that says

Even though it's been so long
My love for you keeps going strong
I remember the things that we used to do
A kiss in the rain till the sun shine through
I tried to deny it
but i'm still in love with you
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
Ever since you went away
Every hour of every day
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
No matter what i say or do
There's just no getting over you
I can see the love shining in your eyes
And it comes as such A sweet surprise
If seeing's believing
It's worth the wait
So hold me and tell me It's not too late
We're so good together
We're starting forever now
I miss you like crazy
I miss you baby
A love like ours will never end
Just touch me and we're there again

AND BOOOOM the show's over

" that's was amazing " Julia screamed

" that's my babbbyyyyy " Madison started to jump and clap " he is amazing "

" madison " i yelled

" what "

" don't do this you're pregnant what the heck don't jump "

" ohh right i forgot sorry "

" you forgot that you're pregnant? " Julia asked her

" yeah i was..... i was distracted by his talented "

" ooo yeah i see that " I said

how could a person forget that they're pregnant?  i swear there's something weird in her she is like not the madison that i know her, as the crowd getting out we walked to find shawn and we found him in backstage Madison ran to him and we told her so many times not to run

" you were amazing " Julia said

" yeah you were " Maddie hugged him

while they were talking i walked away and sat in chair with Karla

" where's Rose? " i heard shawn said

" umm i don't know she was with us " Julia

" maybe she is outside " Madison

" i will go to see her you stay here with Julia " shawn

Shawn's pov

i walked and i saw Rose siting with Karla

" hey " i began to speak

" hey "

" what's wrong? you seem sad "

" but i'm not sad i'm fine "

" you know you can always talk to me right? " i told her

" i know and i said i'm fine "

" then why you didn't come with Maddie and Julia inside? "

" i umm i was feeling dizzy so i sat i was about to coming "

i know she is not telling the truth but i don't want to talk about it more because she doesn't want to talk about it

" do you wanna go home? "

" yes "

" okay let's tell Julia and maddie "

i grabbed her hand and went inside the room with Rose to Julia and maddie, once we got into the room Rose immediately left my hand and i knew why 

" guys let's go " i said to them

" where? " Julia asked

" home i'm tired i want to sleep "

" baby stay with me you you are going tomorrow and we will miss you " Maddie said

" we? " i asked her

" yeah me and the baby inside my belly " Rose and i looked at each other

i took Maddie and went, Rose went with Julia and Karla
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" Babe madison " i screamed

" wait i'm coming " she came from the upstairs

" i gotta go "

" are you going to Rose? " she asked me

" what no to my apartment "

" you said you want to sleep "

" yes that's why i told you i'm going to my apartment "

" stay with me tonight? since you're going tomorrow "

" but i have t- "

" SHAWN " she yelled

" stop yelling at me "

" okay i'm sorry "

" so can i go? "

" yeah go i know where you're going shawn always to Rose " she began to cry

" i told you that i'm going to my apartment stop crying "

" you act like i don't know "

" what do you mean "

" i saw you before at the party in toronto you kissed Rose "

" and you danced with her at club i know i was drunk but i remember i wasn't that drunk " she added

" that's not true "

" it is believe it or not because we both know the truth "

" i should got bye madison good night " i yelled and closed the door behind me

i drove to my apartment and fall asleep

Rose's pov

Julia drove me to the house Karla sleeping i held her to her bed and i changed my clothes and throw myself on my bed crying talking to myself

" why did i left him " i began to cry
" i'm stupid i still love him, i love him so much he was my first love, first love never die and i know doesn't love me he loves madison and soon enough he will have a baby from her "
" will he loves me? or he just want to be my friend so he can still dating Madison "
" life is becoming so hard i wish Maddie didn't become my friend so i can get a chance but sometimes you don't get what you wanted "

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Guys i have a new Book called unexpected love it's about shawn too make sure you check it out i love u all<3