Underneath / Jeon Jungkook {Mafia Au}

Truth

    Jaehyung was speaking and suddenly someone removed the doors from his way. Jungkook ran inside with the guys. Jungkook shouted:
    - Jaehyung, give Shadow back to me!- he started to laugh and asked:
     - Why is he calling you by that lame name that people gave you in that underground arena, Y/N? Doesn't he know that you are truly a girl?- You looked at Jungkook and saw his shocked expression. He stopped even breathing. Jaehyung and his gang started to shoot and said.
     - Jungkook, I'm disappointed in you. But I don't need her anymore. I got you here. Bye bye my sweet cousin,- and he trusted a knife to your stomach. Ropes got free and you fell. Jungkook's people started to shoot back. Jungkook came to you pointing his gun. You saw tears in his eyes. You had some in yours too. He asked hurt leaking from his words:
    - Why didn't you tell me?
    - I haven't told anyone. Only few people discovered it. People hate me when I'm a girl, so I hide who I am. But for some reason people like my boy side. You were so kind to me so it was hard to hide it.
     - Were you even considering of telling me this?
     - Yes. I knew that you will feel betrayed when you will know the truth, that's why I asked the favor of killing me. I'm not strong enough to kill myself, so that's why I asked you. Even if you won't kill me it's a small chance for me to survive, so my last words to you are... I love you, Jungkook...

Jungkook's p.o.v

    The big piece of sealing fell right in the middle of us. Tears were falling from my eyes. Why had it to end like that!? Why she had to say that she loved me??!! I wanted to get to her, but guys interrupted and pulled me out of there. I wanted to run back, to find her and say the same words to her, but I was too weak. Jimin and Taehyung were hugging me and Taehyung said:
    - We lost her Jungkook, but we have to stay strong,- I was a crying mess. I shouted:
     - She said that she loved me! I love her too! I need her! I don't care that she lied to me all this time, I still love her!!! I was being an ass the past few days! I acted like a selfish little brat and she still cared for me! She told me how she can't repay me for my good deeds, but it's the opposite and now she's gone!!!! - they held me even tighter. I couldn't control myself and hugged them back. When I heard how all the guys started to cry too.

After six months:

    I and the guys still can't let go of Y/N. When I got to know her name I gathered all available information about her, but it was such a small amount of it. As most of the days and went to a club. I sat down and the same girls that were with me and Shadow came. The one that was with Shadow asked:
     - Where is Shadow? Did you gave him a day off?
     - Sorry girly, but Shadow is dead.
      - Good joke, I saw him Yesterday at the Spektra. We even talked,- I immediately stood up and asked:
       - Girl, if you are lying to me I will kill you.
       - I'm not. But he looks a bit different right now. He said that his right side was badly injured by some rocks falling and because of that he couldn't come to fight when he planed.