Poem 2 (Virgil's POV)

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TW: hinting at suicide

Used to being alone
Never feeling loved
While the others are needed, I'm not
I'm just a disorder
Just let me stay unknown
In this world I'm just someone who is an unneeded spot
Just erase me, it would be best for everyone

Dear Thomas, I know I cause you pain
And I hate myself for that
You don't need your dear old anxiety
Just swallow those pills and I'll be gone
I'm not needed why won't you get that in your brain
I'm unlucky, I'm the odd one out, the black cat
Roman won't care if I disappear

Patton might miss his dark strange son
Logan, god, I don't know what he'll feel
But Thomas you will be happier and carefree
You will become a star with Roman without me
My days are filled with darkness and no sun
I know you all will be fine, the pain I left will heal
I'm the problem

So don't waist your tears on this dark one
I don't deserve to be mourned over
I don't deserve your tears
You all will be better without me, life will be more fun
Promise me that when I'm gone you guys will get closer
I love you all, and I wished that I wasn't the problem
But life is better without me

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