(WAIT UNTIL I SAY PLAY)
You've been driving for 2 hours just listening to music you have almost 200 missed calls and texts from everyone your Ignoring everyone and everything ..you turned on some music
and you remembered there's a place you've always wanted to see..so you drive there by now it is now dark outside and there are lots of deer and you've swerved a lot but your not giving a fuck about anything ..
You pull over real fast because your eyes are covered in tears and it was blurry .
You just sit there no expression just tears streaming down your face
You wipe your face and continue to drive
9:32pm play the song
You arrived at your destination..
You plugged your headphones in
It takes a while to walk to the middle , as your walking your thoughts just take over and your overthinking
Your tired of the mental abuse, the physical abuse, the hate ..You were tired of life.
As your walking almost reaching the middle ..you pull your phone out and look through you and Alex's pictures and you and arlissas pictures and you & your moms... you suddenly felt a sharp pain in your stomach you burst in tears you realized you've lost almost everyone, because of your actions you've made,and because you stuck with Alex even after the abuse..he's happy,why can't you seem to be?
It's always him, he's been happy, while you've been struggling to even wanna wake up in the morning..he's living his life but You can't seem to begin yours .
Alex has officially taken over your life..
Why did you continue to be with him after everything.., he doesnt deserve you,you deserve better why are you still with him..
U scroll through old messages..until you've looked up and realized
you've reached the middle....
You get a FaceTime.....
Love of my life🔐🔗❤️ would like to FaceTime
>>>>decline or accept<<<<
<<<<accept
A- wa-wait..y/n where are you..
You- I love you Alex..
A-y/n
You-alex you've done so much for me..
A- Y/N WHERE ARE YOU
You- the suicide bridge.
-Alex's pov
Beep beep beep
This FaceTime has ended .
