[YOU ft. BTS & EXO] It really happens

Great Pretender

BTS & EXO both wins in different categories. So Im happy to both of them. After the show we're on our way on their favorite Resto where will the so called 'Bonding' will happen.

My heart is slowly breaking into pieces, why I feel this? I should be Happy because I will be with Sehunnie, but still there's a part of me that is sad and saying to stay with BTS. *sigh*

"Ya! Anika, remember jiminie is always here!" Jimin whispered on my ear as he saw that Im back from being dumb and unattentive. I just smiled.

"Gwaenchana?" This time kookie asked me

"Do I really look not okay?"

He nod first "because the Anika we used to know is energetic and a hyper one, with an alarming voice. But the Anika with us right know is -- Low bat?" I smirk to him, that was funny .. he is improving on his jokes huh!

"That's funny Kookie!" He chuckled

I dont want to ruin this day, because I dont have the rights, I need to pretend that Im fine even its so hard and just -- go with the flow.

"Yesha Anika Choi! Is baaaaaack!" I shouted at the van, they all laughing while covering their ears, is this how I affect them?

I play 'Boy in Luv' ~

"Why you have that?" Suga asked wanderingly

"Wae? I downloaded it, and -- its my first ever song here in my phone, next is Haruman ~ and Danger, dont worry I will download your other songs!"

"Really?" I nodded, they cant believe because why I didnt download EXO's song first? Not all the time I'll go with EXO, but I admit I adore EXO morethan BTS. But as days goes by, I think If I would not go with EXO, the time will come that I will love BTS morethan EXO.

We sing along together happily, I will miss this kind of happiness, I dont feel that Its only a month, rather I feel Its almost a year we have been together. That's not totally easy to forget.

Then finally were in the resto,

There are no customers?

"*Ahmm.. why there are no people around?*"

"*We rent the whole resto so that no cameras and media are allowed*" .. I see

Then we sit together and formed a circle. On my left is Jiminie then on my right is kookie.

"Wait! Wait! Lets pray first" I suggested, they agreed so I lead the prayer

"*Dear God, we thank you for the foods and blessings we have right now, thank you for making us happy and making us successful especially BTS.  And also, thank you for letting me to be with BTS and Manager B and to know them more. I hope this is not the last time*" I saw them through the edge of my eyes, they are staring at me, but me? I just continue praying

"*Please take care each and everyone of us, BTS, Manager B, me*" would I say EXO? ahhmm. Aniyo! Its BTS time.

"*The staffs and our families, Sorry for all the sins we made, thats all. Amen*" I wiped my tears, I hope they dont see me.