Two roses on a grave
One for who I was
The another for who I wanted to be
So much has changed
Suicide
You never thought that would be me
Had so much to take
I had it, I can't
Don't worry you're not the blame
Or just maybe
You asked the last day
Was something wrong
Are you okay
I just looked down
Filled with too much pain
And a little bit of shame
I said nothing
I didn't want you to walk away
Like others before
So silence was the game
You didn't think twice
You just pushed me aside
I wanted to be someone
You thought I could be
But like everyone else
You just past by me
I tried everything
But it seems like
I'm not like them
I can't compete
Can't ever please
They're your favorites
I don't get it
I'm like them too
But to you
It seems
I'll never mount to anything
Was you believing in me a lie
False hope, wishful thinking
I guess I'll never know
I'm gone
I had to go
If you come to my funeral
I hope you see
For me
All I ever wanted
Was your approval
