bullied by the Dolan twins

Voices

Cams pov
Why am I getting these dreams I don't feel like my self no more as I said in my head the guys left to get some food I walked to the kitchen and I stubbed my toe but I didn't feel it but yet I did like I felt it but it was a good kinda pain I just brush it off and grab the bottle of vodka and I started to drink it (she not 21) 2 hrs later the guys came home and they just looked at me and the empty bottle of vodka on the table (it was full when she started) I looked at them and giggled but the voices in my head where saying other things I just try to block them out as I stumbled to ethan and Grayson "did you drink this bottle cam Ethan asked" yea why I slurred my words" "WTF CAM YOU CANT BE DOING THIS SHIT Grayson and Ethan yelled" I'm sorry I said and I looked over Ethan's shoulder i saw a figure behind him I pointed behind Ethan a stutter d do you s see t t that as I'm shaking "see what cam there's nothing there come on let's get you to the bedroom Grayson said" I lay in bed and start to fall asleep but it was back

Dream
Cameron they can't see me only you can hahah and you can't get rid of me I'm sorry Cameron
end of dream

I wake up in a panic I can't do this I say to my self I can't keep doing this I can't as I gasp for air "cam calm down it's okay shhh it's gonna be okay ethan said" I c can't d do t this as I try to breathe "cam it's okay I'm here as he hugs me gently"

Voice 1
They don't know what's happening you have to tell them you have to or it's gonna get worse

Voice 2
You can't tell them they are gonna think your crazy just pretend everything is okay

Voice 1
If she keeps on pretending everything is okay she's gonna go crazy she can't hide this for long just breathe Cameron don't pass out in 10 seconds out 8

Voice 2
Don't listen you can't tell them you have to keep it like everything is okay

STOP I yell just leave me alone I can't deal with you guys rn pls

Ethan's pov
We came home to cam drunk asf but she isn't acting her self idk what's going on Grayson is taking her to his bedroom so she can sleep it off Grayson leaves to go get something but after he leaves cam wakes up in a panic she was breathing heavy and she was shaking really bad she just kept saying I can't do this after a few minutes she yells stop I can't do this with you guys rn pls I look at her and ask cam are you okay she shakes her head no I ask what's going on she's tells me "I've been seeing this figure and it's only following me and in the dream I've been having you or Grayson die and this one it said you can't get rid of me and it started to laugh at me and then it said I'm sorry I can't do it no more I can't ethan it's to much I start to cry" cam it's okay shhhh it's gonna be okay
End of pov

I stand up and walk to the kitchen when I start to talk to ethan it felt like something is choking me I start to gasp for air I grab the counter "cam are you okay as Ethan holds me up" I managed to get out can't breathe then I felt everything around me stop and I could breathe again

Dream
Cameron they can't see me but remember I'm your worst nightmare I'm gonna make your life a living hell now wAke up wake up the only way you can get rid of me is well I can't say that
End of dream

Wakes up ethan I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry for everything I've ever done I'm sorry I just needa take a walk

Voice 1
Cameron don't you do it don't do it it's not gonna do anything

Walks out and goes to the bridge looks down

Voice 2
DO IT DO IT JUMP ITS GONNA MAKE EVERYTHING GO AWAY CAMERON

Voice 1
Cameron don't pls it's not gonna help your not gonna help your self it's gonna make everything worse pls don't

Spirit
Do it I will leave you alone if you do just do it do it

STOP CAM I herd as he grabs me and pulls me off the railing of the bridge wtf are you thinking he yells all I here is him and the voices he puts me in the car and I block out the voices what are you thinking Cameron

Graysons pov
I had to go to the store and I have to go over this bridge to get back to the cabin and I saw Cameron about to jump I slam on my brakes and yell CAM STOP PLS as I pull her off the railing of the bridge and put her into the car Cameron what do you think you are doing she answers stoping all the voices I look at her and look back to the road she says I can't do it no more Grayson it's hard not being able to stop them all the thoughts that are racing
End of pov

A/n
Listen to the song pls
Love you guys peace