Broken

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I'm broken because I've felt like a disappointment my whole fucking life. Where  the words people say drives you insane until you can't take it anymore. Until you cut yourself when everyone is asleep until you feel pain that makes you happy by cutting yourself you are in control not your demons you. One cut turns into two to four to six until you remember if you let yourself bleed out the people that love you will be mad in I don't know why I'm not important I'm not strong as you tell me . I'm not ok I might say it ,but I don't really mean it I say I want to get hit by a bus I'm being serious. I'll love for that to happen, but thinking that only hurts the people you love and when their broken I'm broken because I caused it I'm a fucking mistake I'm broken and you can't fix me  I'll just live with it.

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