Where Did I Go Wrong? (One Direction)

Should I or Should I not?

Chapter Eleven

I walked around apartment looking for the boy that was here almost twenty four hours everyday. For a boyfriend he really couldn't stay away from the one he loved for more than two seconds. He was always here spending time with Danielle. The only time he would leave would be when it was time for them to do some interview or if it was late at night. Overall he was always here. I usually tried to give him his space with Danielle but right now I needed to talk to him. I don't really want to do it but it's now or never, I need his honest opinion. I kept looking, eventually finding the brunette on the sofa deep into a newspaper.

"Liam"

"Yes"

"Can I talk to you?" I said sitting down on the couch next to him.

He put the newspaper he was reading down. "Sure what about?" He said giving me his undivided attention. "Harry" I mentioned looking down at my hands.

"Ahh I see, your coming to me for advice"

I questioned him, "How'd you know?"

"Dani had told me about everything that happened yesterday"

 "Speaking of Danielle where is she?" I said looking around for the curly headed girl, finding her no where.

"She's showering" Liam responded. I nodded my head. It made perfect sense why she wasn't here, the couple was inseparable. They spent each second together like every minute was there last. It was so cute. Just by looking at them you could tell their intense love for each other. I sometimes wished I had something like they shared together, the cuddling, the love, everything.

"Ohh, anyway um how do you feel about me and Harry?" I said looking him in the eyes.

He took a deep breath. "You and Harry ehh? Well I think you guys would be great together. Knowing you, your not just a girl and I'm pretty sure Harry see's that. He see's something different in you that apparently fascinates him. Those times where he came back home smiling I'm guessing was because of you. He never really told me what's happening between the two of you but I'm pretty sure you mean a lot. He likes you to the point where he's smiling every five minutes. I think you guys would complete each other. You like him right?" Liam said wiggling his eyebrows.

Do I like him? What am I saying of course I like him! 

"Yes a lot but there's one thing I'm scared about" I said

"and what is that?"

"being hurt"

There was a second of silence before any of us responded "What do you mean?" Liam asked

I took a deep breath and focused my eyes on the wall, "Before I came here I was in a relationship that had lasted for two years. I was happy and ready to graduate. Everything was right to me before that, I had the best years in high school and I just did not want to leave. I didn't want to leave half of my life behind. On graduation I found my boyfriend cheating on me with the school's biggest trouble maker. I confronted him, so hurt and broken. You know what he told me?, he told me everything was basically was a dare. Everything we ever did together was fake, nothing to him but heartbreaking to me. And do you know who that boy was?"

Liam looked at me, "Who?"

"Josh" I faintly whispered on the edge of tears but still continuing. "I told myself that I'm done. I'm done with love. Every single person that I have ever dated has cheated on me for some prettier girl. Do you know how much that hurts. It makes me feel like crap. You say I'm pretty but in reality I'm not. I'm just an ugly girl who's a loner and will never find someone. I mean look at me I don't wear dresses, heals, or jewelery. I'm an ugly mess. Why would an-"