Okay, so like I said, we stopped talking for two weeks bc he got mad at me for opening his deodorant but if you leave shit in my possession, it's mine. Idc.
So two weeks pass and now it's the last week of August and at this point, I felt like I was ready to lose my virginity because I was just eager to get it over with and I wanted to see what the hype about sex was all about😭 so he came over that last weekend in august and RIGHT BEFORE he came, my period came, which was probably a sign sooo we didn't do anything besides kiss & lay together and watch movies and shit, but SEPTEMBER 9TH.......
SEPTEMBER 8th comes, and he comes over again, I was steadily sneaking him in so we were watching Coming to America and we fell asleep. When we woke up, it was like 3 AM😭 (Sept 9) so we were play fighting over something i dont even remember but I remember somehow I ended up on top of him and we started kissing and I was like "i'm ready" and he was like "are you sure, i can wait" thisthatnthethird and I was like "No, I swear, I'm ready, let's do it." So we looking at each other like
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So this negro..... lays me out.... and tells me put a pillow over my face and I was like "no sirrrrr!" Cause this what we not finna do, you not finna slide up in me and I can't see shit 😭 unt unt. So he puts the pillow over my face and is holding it and I moved it and I was like "I swear, I'm fine. I'm not gonna bitch out." So fine, he lets me put the pillow down and he slides in and those first 3 pumps.... like I said, them first three pumps are the only bad thing about your first time bc it feels like something is like piercing into your pahoohah😭but after I got used to his size and shit, we were sailing. So we did basic ass missionary which was fine but missionary is for the big dick niggas, just from my personal experience... you feel it more when his dick is at least 8 inches😂 so we go to doggy and that was fine but he was not worthy of my arch and that's just on period😩 so then finally I was like let me ride. So he lays down and I get on top and riding hit different in a way that I couldnt even explain😭 so we doing that for a bit then he was like "Let me give you head" and I was like "I'm good luv, let me just give you head" bc like I said, his shit won't like that😭👎🏽." So I give him head and we finish up (i peed, brushed my teeth, etc) and it was around 4:15 AM so I was like "well... you know what time it is, it's been fun, it's been real, see ya. Etc." so I sneak him out and my grandma sees me going back up the stairs and she was like "Why are you up this early?" And I was like "Oh, I couldn't sleep." And made up some lie so I ended up watching George Lopez and The Golden Girls with her for a little bit until I had finally said I was going back to bed. Then when that day rolled around, I called Janelle and told her what happened and she was like
"Oh bitch😳👀." Alright being grown etc etc and then her and I hung out that day and went to the mall & shit and I was a lil sore but it wasn't that bad and yeaaa..... that's how I lost my virginity😭😭 and Turtle and I was messing around some more after that until like right before his birthday in December and then just after that, I moved on to better, older, better, better, niggas. And that's just that😂🤷🏽♀️ But yeah😭
