ethan dolan imagines

i need you ethan || ethan

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Ethan was arrested because he was drunk driving. You and him have two children , one girl and one boy . When you heard he was in jail it crushed you . You was pregnant but ethan still didn't know he would be a father to another child again

You decided to go talk to him so you left your children with your older brother . The drive to the jail wasn't long because it was near by . Once you arrive you got out of the car and entered the building

You told the receptionist that you were visiting Ethan Dolan and they let you in after taking down some information

You walk along the hallways looking into the cells seeing different types of people . You finally arrived at Ethans cell and took a deep breath in before opening the door to see him

The sight was heartbreaking

He was in an orange jail suit , his hair was ruffed up , he started growing facial hair again ,he looked like he hasn't washed in days

He look awful and it made you tear up

You walk up to him and sat on a chair that was opposite to where he was sitting

There was a guard outside the door to make sure nothing bad happened

" explain " you said

He opened his mouth to say something but then closed it for it to open back seconds later

" I don't know what to say " he said

" what do you mean Ethan ?! You have nothing to say? What about our children ethan . The children you helped me make and helped me take care of . You're just going to throw them away and me all for some drinking . You're suppose to be there for them as well as I am suppose to . How am I going to live waking up everyday and looking over to my side to see our bed empty ? How am I going to have someone by my side when I'm crying or going through some things ? How am I going to live without having the love of my life right fucking beside me knowing he's somewhere else getting treated like shit ?! It fucking hurts ethan , it hurts . You're going to miss our babies birthdays ! You won't be there and they'll ask where you are and I have to make something up to make sure they aren't worried or get upset . IM PREGNANT ETHAN. Our new born won't even see his father for years . Tell me how I can survive ethan , how " you said with your voice cracking at the end

By now tears were streaming from your eyes as your body was heated

" I NEED YOU ETHAN , I FUCKING NEED YOU" You scream banging on his chest while you broke down

He sighed and held you in his arms while rubbing his hand up and down my back to comfort you

You clutch onto his chest and you let out your cries

" I need you ethan , don't give up on us " I whimper into his chest

He kissed my head and whispered back

"I love you y/n "