LESSONS LEARNT (Connor Franta AU)

Devil Worshiper

After we met, it left me with a trail of melancholy..i just feel so alone...did he put some spell on me?

And i somehow feel happy on the thought of Connor, yet creeped out. I only seem to think about him in the way i always felt when i'm calm...

I'm unable to concentrate during classes, random images of random stuff keep popping and sometimes, Connor's voice...any other noise is ear piercing.

I think Connor is really a devil worshipper...all the stuff i heard from my school, and the stuff i googled...point that he worships the devil...Am i in trouble? I think it's time to end it...I need to break up with him.

He's so reserved, he doesn't talk much, his tattoos aren't so creepy when you see them in reality. I wonder if he really worships him, why so? I just hope he does not worship the devil because i believe in God...having a satanist boyfriend would probably mean me dying soon or going to hell, which i don't want...