My anxiety strong this morning.I lay in bed exhausted from the nightmare.I felt weak again like I couldn't even sit up.My body weak.My mind racing all these thoughts rushing.
My heart was racing so fast I felt like collapsing.My vision became blurry for a short minute,It scared me.Am I going insane? Is this what going insane feels like?
My hands were trembling.Tears were slowly running down my cheek.I'm tired
I want to sleep to escape the pain i'm in but everytime I close my eyes.I'm suffocating in these nightmares of mine.
God why is my mind so messed up?
I get to school,Deal with my thoughts whilst trying to focus on what's being said around me.
My anxiety still high as everyone stares my way.
The eyes are targeting me
They are gonna come after me soon
They hate me
Shut up shut up shut the fuck up!!!!
Get the fuck out of my head!!!
