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Its a been three years since Y/N leave us, Naheun is all grown up now and went to the primary school near with my house, Y/N is still on my mind not forgetting her face,laugh,smile and loves

THURSDAY, 9:30A.M, NAMJOON's HOUSE

NAMJOON: Naheun ah! wake up!
NAHEUN: IM AWAKE! WAIT

I chuckles and make our breakfast, Lulu climb on me and lick my cheeks

NAMJOON: yess, I know you're hungry wait! *pock her nose*

I put Lulu down I walk to the cabinet and take the cat food. I pour into Lulu's bowl and pat her slowly as she's eating

NAMJOON: don't you miss mom? I miss her so much

I stand up and walk to the backyard and water the flowers and my bonsai tree, I get into the house and take my blazer

NAHEUN: ouh! dad are you ready?

I look at Naheun while putting on my blazer, she run to me and hug me

NAHEUN: my dad!
NAMJOON: *laugh happily* go eat your breakfast first! we'll go in 5 minutes, let's go nyam!

We both laugh and eat the breakfast together, after were done I wash the dishes and and take my car key.

10:20A.M

We arrived at Naheun's school, I park my car and get out from the car wearing my black mask, I hold Naheun hand and walk to the school gate together

NAMJOON: Naheun ah, remember to be happy always! understand!?
NAHEUN: yes dad! understand!

A girl yell Naheun's name

YEJI: NAHEUN AH! HERE

She wave at Naheun, I give Naheun a big hug and let her go, I wave to her and Yeji, I walk out and leave the school get into my car

SONG RECOMMENDED:

YOU ARE MY WORLD,YOON MI-RAE

Y/N's GRAVE:

NAMJOON: Y/N ah, Im here..

I look her grave, it is full of grass I sigh and pull out the grass and throw it at other direction, I hold my bouquet and sit down beside her grave

NAMJOON: Y/N ah..I miss you

Y/N: I miss you too..

NAMJOON: have you eaten your lunch? are you okay?

Y/N: Im okay..I miss you too Namjoon ah

I touch her grave stone and kiss it, tears fall on my cheeks and I quickly wipe it off

NAMJOON: I wipe it off because I know you will not like it for seeing me being sad and emotional, Im okay Y/N it just I miss you so much and I love you, my heart still remembers you Y/N nothing can vanished it..

But sadly, I can't control my tears it keep fall on my cheeks non stop

NAMJOON: eventhough you're not with me now..Im happy Y/N..thank you for accepting my love at the first place Y/N I miss you so much, I miss your kiss, your laugh and you smile, I hope I'll get to see it again Y/N..I really hope that we could meet again and spend time with each other more but we can't..I regret what I've done to you..I love you my wife

I stand up and put a picture of me and Y/N smiling on the flowers, I put the bouquet on top of it and leave the grave

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I was sitting on the bench at the park, I was reading my book until someone ruined my mood and I close my book and look at the person

It was a girl crying while she's talking through the phone, she walk infront of me while sobbing, she throw her phone and took off her bag, I close my book and follow her while she is running

My eyes widen as she was trying climb on the fence to jump to the deep river, I yell and run as fast as I could, she jumped but glad that I caught her

NAMJOON: are you crazy!? yah hold on tight!

She climb back up she fall on top of me, she get up quickly and wipe off her tears

???: IM SORRY!

She bow non stop and I stop her

NAMJOON: okay okay! stop bowing to me, are you okay? are you crazy? what the hell are you thinking you're doing!?
???: well actually umm..
NAMJOON: what's your name?

???: Park Y/N, call me Y/N for short *smile*

( I REPEAT SHE'S NOT Y/N IT JUST HER NAME IS SAME AS Y/N BUT ITS NOT Y/N , DO YOU UNDERSTAND !? JDSJDJDJ )

My world stopped when she said that her name is Y/N..

NAMJOON: Y-Y/N..?
Y/N: yes Y/N why? you got problem with it?

I shake my head quickly

NAMJOON: n-no nothing..it just your name is same as my wife name Han Y/N
Y/N: ouh I see, um where is she?
NAMJOON: she passed away few years ago
Y/N: no, Im sorry to hear that I hope you'll be okay
NAMJOON: its okay Im okay, but can I know why are you trying to kill yourself?
Y/N: well, I lost my job and money

Suddenly someone shout her name, and she look at the person with her smile

Y/N: my boyfriend is here!

The guy walk to me and pushing me

Y/N: stop it! he saved me

The guy hug her and kiss her forehead, the shake my hand

EUNSANG: ssup, Eunsang just call that
NAMJOON: Kim Namjoon, nice to meet you

After all that chaos, we talk to each other more deeply.

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10:00P.M, MY ROOM:

Naheun is already alseep, I lay down on my bed and on my phone, I scroll our old pictures

NAMJOON: Y/N ah, I met someone named same as you *laugh* I was shocked but don't worry Han Y/N is in my heart always, are you alseep already? I bet you are because you are a sleepyhead *laugh* goodnight Y/N I love you *kiss the palaroid under my pillow*

I closed my eyes shut and off the lights.

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the end.

IM SOBBING!