I'm trying to put my life back together
to pick up the pieces
pieces of my shattered soul
pieces of my happiness, and the love I once felt
I'm floating through the grey
no black
no white
I'm trying to find the color
No joy
Just pain
My emotions are intense
whatever I feel
they'll battle each other forever
Angels Versus Demons
Love Versus Hate
Joy Versus Pain
Living Versus Surving
I'm Surviving
The anger is insane
it's what i feel the most
angry at my father for treating me like shit
angry at my mother for leaving me for him
angry at my friends for not caring enough to ask
angry at you
the most angry of all
for makeing me believe this world held a place for me
a place in your heart.
A place where i could ...
live happily ever after
You were my fairy tale
Why didn't you just prove yourself to be a fraud?
You broke me down
so much farther down then i'd ever been before
All your lies
I believed them
...and now I see them.
and now I want to hurt you
Hurt you or kill you
Make you suffer, cause you pain
Or I want to kiss you.
heal you and love you
Make you happy, and protect you from pain
The confusion once more.
