How to save a life reader x rin matsuoka

How to save a life

Step one, you say, "We need to talk."
He walks, you say, "Sit down. It's just a talk."
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
You run to his house, you have noticed people pushing his in the hallways. You've seen the scars of his wrists. He has stopped eating. You need to get to him before it is too late, before he does something stupid. You continue running gasping for breath. You have to get to him
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
You get to his house, you knock on the door praying that he will open the door and b there smiling like he always is, but that isn't how things are going to happen. You fumble through your bag trying to find your keys to his house. You're trembling. Afraid in case your too late. You open the door, screaming for him, but there is no answer. You hear crying coming from the bathroom.
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
You try to open the bathroom door but it's locked. Rin is crying, you are sobbing violently. "Rin open the damn door," you cry out. "Rin please"
"I can't take this anymore (y/n)" he says his voice raspy from his sobs.
"Rin we can talk please open the door"
"No I, they don't understand what it's like."
" rin please"
You're bashing at the door begging it to fall.
Let him know that you know best
'Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defence
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
Pray to God, he hears you
And I pray to God, he hears you
"(Y/n) I miss him" Rin says his voice shaking from his sobs
"Your dad?"
"Yea but I'll be with him soon"
"Rin no shh don't talk like that"
You begging slapping the door, twisting the lock but the door won't budge.
"Please rin for me, stay alive for me"
And where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
You hear him moving behind the door,
You hear the creek of a cupboard then he rattling of a bottle
"It's the only way to stop the pain"
"Rin no"
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
You're sobbing becomes louder,
You don't want to lose your boyfriend
"Rin please I love you, so many people love you"
"Yea like who?"
"Gou and haru and makoto, shit Rin they'd be heartbroken if they lost you."
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
"They didn't help me when I needed them most"
"Rin let me see you, please"
"No I'm broken"
"Your not your perfect"
"Shut up, stop lying"
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
You again began crying,
hoping that something would happen and he would open the door
But nothing happened.
How to save a life
"Rin don't leave me"
How to save a life
"Don't leave me all alone"
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
"I have to it's the only way the pain will stop"
"What pain" you screamed at him
"The pain of my life" He exclaimed back
"I love you rin"
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
"I love you too (y/n)"
Then you heard the rattling again. You're screams became louder, then you heard the bottle drop.
Rin matsouka was gone.
How to save a life