sabaism (poetry)

2. Bubblegum (song)

Pop me like bubblegum every time I'm near
Blow me up and spit me out
Lovely my dear
I remember his reaction to the note
The pure disgust
And what must have gone through his head
Made me wish I was dead
And I think how it was the fault of that one friend
Or just my fault for trusting him
Either way it happened, didn't it
Now my dignity is only a shred
Chew me up and spit me out
Onto the sidewalk where I melt
Bubblegum lovers well that's how it is
Unrequited darling one-sided it's just
Pining and pining for something I can't have
Longing for your touch
And wishing I was enough I'm
Pining and pining for something that's not mine
Spit out the flavor don't even let it linger im savoring the flavor of your bittersweet rejection let me melt away (like your bubble gum candy)
Melt away (like your bubble gum)
Oh how exciting when I think I have a chance
And oh how humiliating when I still do this dance of longing and pining and loving and dying over and over again
Chew me up and spit me out
(Bubble gum candy)
Rip my heart like paper towels
(Bubble gum candy)
One sided
(Gum candy)
Unrequited
(Bubblegum candy)
Oh how exciting
(Gum candy x3)
Oh now aren't we having fun
How I thought you were the one
I made plans cause you made me dumb
Spit me out like bubblegum
Never to swallow
Spit me out like candy hun
Just let me wallow
Leave me stuck to the side of a desk
Drying up like an old woman on meth
Slowly I disintegrate to nothing but
My regrets and your hate
Is it fate
(Fate fate)
I guess I'll be alone
Still mashed into the wrapper
Not picking up the phone
Isn't it quite dapper How eloquently I just seem to deny every single thing to hope that he doesn't hate me but I'm just his bubblegum candy