i have a lisp, everyone knows
so this year, one of my goals
is to get rid of it
i've been trying, yeah
and so what if my progress is slow?
do they expect me to succeed by tomorrow?
"hey, alexa! say mississippi again!"
so i say it, trying to keep my tongue in
forcing my tongue to stay behind my teeth
clenching my teeth so hard my jaw is weak
and they laugh
so i laugh
because it's funny, isn't it?
"mithithippi."
and everyone exaggerates it,
makes it seem worse than it already is
the more they make fun of it,
the harder i seem to lisp
because i'm all too aware
too conscious
that words never come out right
earlier today, someone told me
"you'll never be able to speak any language right."
and it's true.
"if you were really trying, why do you still have your lisp?"
what can i say to that?
"you're not trying hard enough, why don't you hire a speech therapist?"
it's like my lisp annoys everyone
it annoys me too
but i'll always be remembered as lisp girl,
even when it's long, long gone
so what's the point in trying
if it's known by everyone?
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
dysphoria
Puisicoffee is supposed to keep me awake you are supposed to make me happy instead it's the complete opposite. dysphoria dɪsˈfɔːrɪə/ noun a state of unease or generalized dissatisfaction with life. "adolescents with depression, dysphoria, mania, and anxi...