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school ://

grade 10 is overwhelming - i was actually excited to start this year because i can finally take external exams . last year it was only computer science , but this year i can take biology ( which I took as self study last , but this year we have 2 hours of grade 11 biology with a teacher instead of physical ed. ) and math IGCSE'S math is surprisingly pretty easy ,, as long as there aren't random geometry stuff being thrown in -

we can also take AP psychology ,, but the question sheet has no answers so i have no idea what i'll do . theres business too ,, i tried it last year for a month , but after the first periodic - uHm

physics is going surprisingly well ,, other than the fact that i was completely dozing off yesterday :") we're doing optics ,, i hATe pHysIcS . it was just never my thing ):

she's a great teacher and really cool too ,, when she was explaining some graph of refraction blah blah

sHE maDe eyE cOntaCt wIth me aNd sAId tHIs ,, i thought i was fuckin dead

teacher : " i understand why some of you are falling asleep . someone is talking , its boring , the AC doesnt work . and everyones tired . "

THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL

I LOVE HER GAAAAH

math is uzhdjdjjw ,, pretty rough start . i'm pretty good at algebra ,, but like i have no idea how i got such a low mark for the first HW exam :"(( buT iN mY DefeNSe ,, they threw in some old geometry and algebra that i can barely remember sO .. -

chemistry was awful ,, the entire grade did horribly , our class got first thO -

so yesterday the head of sciences came in and gave us a very angry speech and then read out the class averages

head of science lady : 10SA , 41% 10SB , 40% 10SC , 41% 10SD , 42% 10SE , 44%

math teacher : they were first !

THAT WAS SO FUNNY SJSKWOOW

LIKE NOT TO BE RUDE OR ANYTHING BUT SHE NEVER CAME OFF AS A FUNNY TEACHER .

moving on ,, our chemistry teacher used to teach me math in grade 4 & 5 ,, i was the freakin teachers pet -

i love listening to her speak ,, her voice is so melodic and shes arab . so she pronounces  ' th ' as ' z ' so with sounds like wiz

and when she says ' s ' theres like a small whistle that comes out after it . i love her voice <3

BUT SHE FUCKIN BETRAYED ME D:

other than the stupid english teacher nOne of the other teachers asked me a question ,, to speak out loud etc

LIKE I REALLY GIVE OFF " MUTE " VIBES SJDKEOD

but honestly when i was younger all my classmates asked how the heck i was so quiet :">

SO IM SURE ITS NOT MY PROBLEM

BUT HERS

she came over to my desk and asked me for my name , at first she got me mixed up with this other girl who graduated last year like wtf .

THEN SHE ASKED ME TO READ

I PANICKED SO HARD ,, I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA DIE

im like really shy in classes ( mostly in school — im a monster in camp >:3 ) , and with teachers uGH

I COULDNT BREATHE AND JUST MUMBLED EVERYTHING

SHE ASKED ME TO RAISE MY VOICE AND IENJDJWIA

then i pronounced ' aqueous ' wrong -

SO NOW I WANNA COMMIT UNINSTALL MINECRAFT DKDJD

THIS IS LIKE A DAY LATER AND I FUCKING CANT

i have a exam on saturday and there's just too much —

AND NOW ITS SATURDAY IM TOTALLY FAILING

DJDKWKX

SORRY FOR THE LACK OF ACTIVITY ,, high school is overwhelming :(

bye loves <3