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9/18/19

I can't focus in school anymore, because the only thing I process is how much you love her...not me. I've been waiting for you to talk about this...that night, but all I get are sideways glances that leave my heart aching for more. Did e move too fast? Did we love too hard? What happened? I miss you, J. I miss all we used to be, I miss every second of it. I regret everything...even meeting you. Maybe if we had never met, we wouldn't be so torn apart. I know you like to act like you're ok, but I know you aren't. Neither of us truly are...and we know it. You got with her after we split. why? I'm unsure. You're straight now? Wow, shocker. Besides, I finally found out what was going on, and why you never look my direction...J, she's my sister. Maybe if you had stayed longer you could've met her. Anyway, maybe it's for the best. She would have liked you more than me. What I'd like to say is goodbye? Maybe...Or at least a simple see you later? We graduate this year...You still going to the college we wanted? because I'm not. Remember, we're a lost cause...that maybe could've lasted. Perfect matches burn, buttercup. I'm sorry.

Goodbye,

John

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