(Check out the lofi beat project i did with my friends XD! This is like a cover to a finished book in my life that I felt should be officially closed to me. Enjoy this... Um poem i guess? 👍❤)
The boy and the girl, Faithfully in love.
Together they were unstoppable.
They loved each other with everything they had.
The spark was always their, between them.
But overtime the spark began to either and fade away.
They where separated and it became hard to communicate.
The boy.
Very egotistical but also kind missed the spark.
And he wanted it back.
The girl.
So in love, so infatuated
She began to think of herself as second.
She did things the boy wanted to even if she didn't,
She let him run the show.
She unconsciously and unknowingly put herself second.
The boy then made a bad decision
And fell into his lust.
the guilt rose inside him.
He told her feeling loyal, it broke the girls heart.
He tried to explain, thinking the result would be different.
But it wasn't.
She was hurt and upset, and ended things with him.
She said the most terrible things, That hurt her as much as it hurt him.
So that in the public she was the bad guy and was he the good one.
The boy was hurting, feeling lost and abandoned
So did the girl.
She was alone.
They both felt
Destroyed
As time moved on the boy began another relationship.
With the girl he fell in lust to, and eventually
He got his Karma.
And the girl began to learn about herself.
Realizing and understanding and growing.
She felt Complete, putting herself first.
Thinking what would be best for her.
As time moved on the boy began to realize he was in the wrong.
He began to see how egotistical, how unknowingly controlling he truly was.
He reached out to the girl
But it was too late.
The girl had became her own woman who was strong and confident.
Being at peace with herself.
The boy was depressed knowing what wrongs he created.
And so
They began to talk.
The girl unconsciously missed their relationship. Cause she knew she would never be with him again.
Not if he was still the same person that she knew from back then.
The boy knew what he did, but he didn't.
Still egotistical and wrong, but the more him and the girl talked he began to learn.
He began to see.
See how bad it was and how he needed to change.
In a sense, the girl was his counselor.
The boy wanted things to turn back how they where.
And the girl did too.
They became friends thinking that exact way. But the more they talked,
the more they realized they would never be together again.
The girl realized it first
And before she could get hurt again.
The girl
No
The Woman,
said her goodbyes
To find other people and be herself.
To be a person that she loved and no one could run over.
The boy, more and more, he thought of what he did. It began to haunt him.
until he had enough
He began to truly work on himself, becoming someone he could be proud.
He became the best he could be.
He still wanted the Woman, but by the time he found himself
He realized, the she was gone.
He came fourth to close that chapter in their lives.
He pained and pained
The boy knew he couldnt keep sulking.
He had to get better.
And as time went by.
The boy
No
The Man
Became someone new.
