Sajan FF:"If Destiny Wants"

chapter-41.battle of heart and mind

One day,Gunjan was in tension as she felt is it right time to tell d truth about Sameer,,yah she tried to tell it to samrat but she didn't got d chance to tell him
Gunjan to herself:samrat k pyar mein Tou main aise hi khoti jaungi aur aise Tou kvi bta NHI paungi.Today I will tell d truth to him isse phle Der na ho Jaye aur halat Tou Avi complicated Tou Hain hi age jak aur complicated na ho Jaye aur Kam SE kam ye guilt Tou mere dil mein NHI rhega ki Maine ek baap KO Usk aulad ke bare mein anjaan rka jabki wo Usk samne tha.
Aaj main Kisi v halat mein samrat KO bta dungi
Samrat:kya btane ki taiyaari ho rhi chadhmish.
Gunjan got shocked.She was in a battle whether she shld listen to heart or mind.Though both were giving same advice to her.
But she was scared to lose her love,her Sameer or both samrat and Sameer.But she encouraged herself to tell d truth
Samrat flicked his fingers and Gunjan came into trance
Samrat:tum kuchh bta rhi thi
Gunjan:Haan samrat maine tumse ek sach chupaya hai,wo sach Jo tumse Juda hua hai,wo sach Jo tumse related hai
Samrat:kya chashmish
Gunjan:samra..t wo..
Samrat:pls chashmish tell me
Gunjan:samra...t wo wo (narrowing her eyes)Sameer tumhara bachha hai
Samrat:kya..
Gunjan:Haan Sameer tumhara aur Mera bachha hai.Ye sach Maine tumse chupaya hai, wo v teen Saal tak.Muje maaf lardo samrat pls
Samrat:silent
Gunjan:pls samrat muje maaf Kar do.Khair maaf Karo ya saza do yeh tumhare hath mei hai aur tum Jo saza muje do wo manzoor,lkin plz mujse BAAT kro samrat
Samrat:main tumhe maaf Kar dunga,lkin ek baap hone k Nate main tumhe Kavi maaf NHI Kar paungi.Maine Apne aap SE promise Kiya tha jab mere-tumhare bachhe honge,Tou main usey wo situation SE Kabhi guzarne NHI dunga jisse main guzra hoon.
Gunjan: samrat halat uss wakt aise the ki...
Samrat(interrupting Gunjan):halat uss wakt Jo v the lkin usme Sameer ki kya Galti thi.Tum sochti thi ki Mai Nupur Ka murderer hoon Tou mere Galti ki saza mere bachhe KO kyun.
Gunjan fall on samrat's feet.
Gunjan:pls samrat pls Mai tumhe ussi din btana chahti thi jis din muje tumhare Ghar k samne chhoda gya tha"
Samrat(holding Gunjan with jerk):Tou btaya kyun NHI btao Gunjan btao.Huh no answer.Tumne muje saza Di 3saal anjane mei muje usse koi duki NHI.Duk muje ISS baat SE hai ki Mai Sameer KO ek father Ka Pyaar NHI de paya Jo bachpan mei muje NHI Mila and all this happened due to u Gunjan
Gunjan:samrat.. samrat....
Samrat:ab koi fayda NHI just get out from here
Gunjan joined her hands in front of Sam but he held her hand ,drag out of d house and Gunjan was crying continuously worrying about what if samrat tried to hurt himself again
Gunjan:samrat darwaza kholo plsvdarwaza kholo
But someone was sprinkling water on her and Gunjan woke up to c samrat is talking to someone on phone.
Gunjan:samrat tum yhan
Samrat:Haan Mai aur tum sapne mei v mujse BAAT krti ho aur tum darwaza kholo,darwaza kholo kyun chilla rhi thi aur Tumne Mera aur darwaze Ka rishta Soch v kaise liya chuki Mai Tou khidki SE ATA jata Hun
Gunjan(in mind):Yani wo haqiqat NHI tha Sapna tha
Samrat:tum Apne man mein kya sochti rhti ho aaj subah v Soch rhi aur ab v
Gunjan:kuchh NHI bas ash aur s...Woh Ashwini k bare mein Soch rhi thi.Achha ye btao ki tum kab aye ,kaise aye,college ka plot khan decide hua
Samrat:main Avi thodi Der phle hi Aya hoon,Jaise ATA hoon generally I mean khidki se waise Aya chuki tum darwaza khol NHI rhi thi aur plot decide ho chuka hai Baad mei btaunga Avi bhut bhuk lagi hai Malkin pls khuj khane de do wrna Mai yhin mar jaunga APK charno mein.
Gunjan chuckled watching his nautanki
Gunjan:thik hai tum fresh ho jao Mai tumhare liye nashte Ka intzaam krti hun
Samrat:okay
Gunjan went downstairs and was thinking what to prepare as snacks
Gunjan to herself:muje Tou pta hi NHI ki samrat kya khata hai samrat KO halwa Pasand hai aur mere wali kheer Pasand hai lkin use bnane mei Tou wakt lgega.Samrat ko  breakfast mein subah boiled eggs khata aur bread khata hai.Lkin Shaam k nashte Ka Tou pata NHI sandwich Bana deti hoon but cucumber Tou NHI hai,bread inlet Haan bread omlet bna deti hoon.Waise Di KO Tou noodles bhut psand the samrat k liye noodles v bbna skti hoon but usey healthy Khana jyada Pasand hai.
Lkin chalo noodles v bna deti hoon
Samrat came down wearing his tee and track pant settling himself on dining chair
Gunjan:samrat m sorry muje pta nhi tha ki tum nashte mein kya khate ho Tou maine ye bread-omlet bna Diya hai aur ye noodles.I know ki tum noodles NHI khate chuki ye unhealthy hota hai aur isme maida v hota hai
Samrat:achha Kiya bna Diya chuki muje noodles khane Ka BADA Mann Kar rha tha
Gunjan: but jhan tak Mai janti Hun ki tumhe noodle...
Samrat:uff Kabhi Kabhi chalta hai chhashmish.Dont be upset bread omlet v achhi hai(taking bite and giving to Gunjan)lo tum v Khao
Gunjan:NHI tumnkhao,
Samrat:chashmish ye Mera jootha hai tum isey kha skti ho aur Mai janta Hun ki Mai tumhara husband NHI hoon lkin husband SE khi jyada hoon
Gunjan(blushes): samrat
Samrat: chashmish
Gunjan:achha aaj college mei kyà  BAAT hui.
Samrat:chashmish humne college bnane k liye Poona choose Kiya hai khadakwasla k paas.Agent ne photo dikaya hai kafi BADA hai environment v achha hai,agar Baar mei kuchh constructions krwana ho Jaise hostel ya college k hi paas ek private canteen Tou bna skte I think it's spacious
Gunjan:aur lonavla wale plot Ka kya
Samrat:lonavla wala v achha hai I mean whan ki v same hi quality,Colleges v Hain lkin wo pHari area hai aur whan landslides ane k bhut chances hote hain.
Gunjan:Tou Poona k liye kab nikalna hai
Samrat:kal hi
Gunjan:ohh,ok samrat dinner kya kroge
Samrat:Jo tumhe bnane Ka Mann kre
Gunjan:tum.....Poona SE kab...aoge
Samrat:shayad kal hi....I mean one day journey v ho skti hai agar formalities ya papers ready honge Tou NHI Tou ek ya do din Tou lag hi jayenge(getting up from dining chair).
Gunjan:kaise jaoge
Samrat:car SE
Gunjan:car SE kaise jaoge Poona
Samrat: chashmish Mumbai SE Poona 3 ya sadhe 3ghante lgte Hain.Aur jyada SE jyada 4ghante lgenge
Gunjan:samrat samaj rhi hoon lkin Avi baarish Ka mahina Puri Mumbai k har chhote areas k Ghar mein panni honge,sadak par Tou aur v honge.it is risky
Samrat:relax chashmish it will not coz main chhote chhote areas pass NHI krunga aur main airport wale raste SE jaunga
Gunjan:deko samrat I don't know ki airport wala rasta safe Hoga ya nhi.Lkin main itna janti hoon ki yhan SE airport jate wakt bhut Sare areas milenge jhan Pani honge Tou tumhe 1ghante ki bajay shayad 3ghante lagenge and also it cld be risky.Tou isliye mAin keh rhi hoon ki ISS wakt Mumbai SE direct Pune Ka rasta safe NHI hai.
Samrat saw fear in gunjan's eye that he had seen 3yrs ago.Last time he hadnt listened to her when she was advising him to drive slow and he lost someone close to themselves due to which Gunjan had suffered a lot.Though it was a conspiracy against Mayank, Nupur,him and gunjan but he felt somewhere that it was his mistake also,if he cld have listened to Gunjan then Nupur wld be alive.So this tym he listened to her as he didn't want to give more pain to her.