What's the point anymore?!
Why am I here?!
I'm not meant to live, I'm just a waste of life!!! I'm a burden!! Everyone gets so scared when I tell them I'm having an existential crisis and then when I don't answer their texts they just get so worried, and it's all my fault!!! Everything that goes wrong in the world is my fault!!!
I don't like it when people are concerned about me. So please don't be concerned.... it just makes it harder to go.....
If there are people who care about me... if there truly is... then somehow I'll learn to care about them.... so just do me a favor.... and just pretend I don't exist?
Please?
