Rough Lovin

Chapter two

my brother was acting differently after he came home from the hospital, he even was refusing seeing Shawn and his friends. i know something went down at Shawn's place but i wasn't goin to push my brother into telling me what it was. i wasn't going to ask Shawn either since it seems he was trying very hard to make my brother happy.
"have you talked to him yet?" asked keith
"no, i don't plan to either. when my brother wants to tell me what is going on he will." i said
i could tell that the others weren't happy with my answer but they also know i was right. none of us have had any luck in forcing Dan to talk to us when he wasn't ready too. in fact it only caused him to close himself off even more from us.
"i don't think he will be ready anytime soon, did you see how pale he got when we told him that Shawn was the one the nurse had help him apply the cream?" said Haylee
"yeah, but we just have to wait. maybe we can help him study when we can." said oliver
"fine but this is going to give us wrinkles." whined Pat
i swear pat has to be gay! he is worse than all of our gay friends and that is say something. but i know he is just very sensitive to when his friends are hurting or upset about something.
"use my cream for wrinkles than." joked Jason
ok let me clear up some things for you. Jason, Dan, and Oliver are the gays of our group and then you have me, Vance, and Carl that are bisexual. than there is pat and heather that are straight and they are a couple. but Haylee and Sarah are our lesbians of the group. we don't really make Sarah mad because the last time we did we ended up being beat by her! she hits like a man! i had a bruise that lasted a whole damn month because of her!
"leave him alone." laughed Heather
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I knew my friends and sister were worried about me but how do i tell them what happened?! i mean come on! the guy who had his way with me and a Rough way at that was the one who came into my hospital room and applied a medical cream to my asshole! to make it worse i moaned because it felt good! now you tell me how i am suppose to tell them that!
it has been about a week and a half since then and i have to go see the doctor in a few days to see how my eyes are doing. i have to have them covered after i apply a special eye drop to them every night. i don't usually like doing eye drops because i don't like things near my eyes. which is why i don't ever wear contacts, even though i am told i would look hotter if i did wear them.
"do you want me to help you with those?" asked Gale
"sure. since i shouldn't, because i could miss." i laughed
as i laid down on my bed as my sister came over she moved my head to were it was laying in her lap. i noticed that when my eyes opened i could see blurry figures and some color but not that well. i was happy because that would mean i would be able to see again!
i jumped the moment the drop landed in my eye but i stopped myself from blinking since i am not suppose to when i do the drops. i hate eye drop medicine!
"how are your eyes doing?" asked Gale after she finished giving the drops and re-wrapping me.
"i see blurry figures and some colors. i think that is good, don't you?" i asked
"i think that is better than what the doctor will expect to hear." said gale
"has he stopped by today?" i asked
She knew the minute i asked that question who i was talking about.
"he has but Oliver chased him off again. i swear he is scared of oliver!" laughed Gale
Oliver is a very scary guy when he wants to be. we all know he use to be in a gang before he joined us. he left the gang after they nearly beat him to death after they figured out he was gay. i hated that when he told me, out of all my friend i am close to oliver.
"can you ask him to come in here?" i asked
"sure, are you going to confess to him about what happened?" asked Gale
"i need too. i can't tell you yet and he is the only one who is like a vault. if i tell any of the others their emotions will get in the way and they will do something crazy. you are my sister and i don't think i can handle you knowing what happened yet. but i will tell you, if i can't i will give oliver permission to tell you." i said
"i know that already, just know i don't mind. i trust oliver with you but know that if it is to painful for you to tell me you don't have too." said Gale before she left the room
it didn't take long for oliver to show up in my room. he is a heavy walker since he always ended up scaring me half to death with his light walking. it was like a ghost moving through the house when he moved. so when it comes to me he always goes out of his way to make noise to let me know he was coming my way.
"Gale said you wanted to talk to me." said oliver
"yeah, i want to tell you what happened. she knows why and doesn't mind that i am telling you. before i do, can i ask how your confess to ryan went?" i said
"bad, he said that he is straight and doesn't want anything to do with me. but his best friend punched him and told me that i was blind. i guess he liked me while i was liking Ryan." said oliver
"what are you going to do?" i asked
"i asked if he would like to hang out so i can get to know him better. he agreed but he said only if our group is there. he pretty much outcast himself from his friends, plus you know how Haylee and the others are. so i don't think it would a problem." said oliver
We spent at least a few hours talking about what happened to me and a place for us to all go so that the guy that likes oliver and all of us can hang out. Oliver is like a brother but a sister at the same time. let me explain why. He is what some people call a ladyboy. he is a rough guy but he is very gentle but when he started to become a ladyboy he stopped fighting and even stopped making his voice sound deep. he only did that because of the gang he was in.
"i found a new dress i like but it doesn't come in my size." complained oliver
"when i can see again i will alter it for you. or i can copy the pattern and change it up a bit for you. let me know, ok?" i said
"thanks, oh! Shawn said that since you weren't able to go to class that he copied some notes for you. i have them in my room, i have been working on a study guide for you with the others. it should be ready tomorrow." said oliver
"thank you." i said
he left to do whatever it was that he was doing before coming to my room. i hated that i was scared to talk to Shawn but after what happened i didn't know what to do.
~ Day of doctor's appointment ~