@kroconagi (won't let me tag u...) asked awhile ago for;
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u didn't specify who so i went with luz since he's close to them ( T T ) u guys can keep leaving requests i have no ideas and i like to write... also there is some smut since u said 'play' i took that as Sex.
hope y'all enjoy this is almost 4k words pls lmk ur thoughts shsjsjsj —————————————
Mafumafu rests his head onto his hand, the albino heaving a deep sigh out. After a long day of trying to write lyrics and come up new music- to no success- he's finally feeling burnt out. He had been trying for multiple days, actually, to come up with something new, but all of a sudden... all his ideas were gone or they weren't good enough. Just when he thought he had a decent idea, Mafu immediately scrapped it. Decent wouldn't do. His fans deserved better. He had to come up with something better than decent.
... and he tried. Which is where he is now; burned out of ideas and in his room, alone at his desk.
Eventually, with a pout on his face, he reaches for the phone he's neglected for quite a few hours. He figures he should at least tweet and send out a few texts so the world knows he isn't completely dead. (He certainly feels like he is, though.)
With a few quick taps he sends out some nonsense tweet, something about working and promising something soon. He wasn't fully paying attention to the words he typed since the disappointed and sulky feeling were still lingering in his mind.
Maybe a little break would be good... I should ask Amatsuki-kun or Sakatan to hang out with me if they're not busy, he thought. The albino felt almost a little better already. Talking with his friends about his troubles always helped, especially his fellow utaite friends who knew the struggle all too well of wanting to put out only their best content and impress their fans.
A quick text to Amatsuki and then Sakata reveal they are busy, and Mafu's pouting again.
Sure, he had other friends, of course... Soraru was one of them, but he always felt a bit bad relying towards the older so much.
Should I...? I kind of rely on Soraru-san a lot, don't I? Maybe I shouldn't... Mafu bit his lip.
He was such great friend to him, and yet, he felt he only ever took from Soraru. Took his precious time they could spend with someone else or working on their own things. There's always the nagging feeling in his mind as well that because of him, Lon won't even collaborate or talk to Soraru much anymore. (She's insisted it's fine and no one can control their fans, but Mafumafu will always feel bad anyways. After all, she was Soraru's partner first,...)
It seemed Mafumafu was going to be wallowing in his self loathing, but a sudden LINE notification caused him to jump.
He sees a familiar nickname he set for a certain someone.
