I'm So Sorry | Jirosé

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Rosé was breathing heavily. She was terrified to go up onto that huge stage by herself. She had never been on a stage without her members before, in front of hundreds of thousands of people.

Everyone was going to be there. Including him, and her. Seulgi and Jimin.

Rose's eyes were already leaking with hot tears. She takes another deep breath.

"Hi, I'm Rosé of Blackpink." She says shakily. "I'm going to be performing an original song tonight. This song, it has a deep meaning to me. If you know who I am, you would probably know who this song is about. But I just want to apologise in advance, if I get emotional."

She closes her eyes for a minute, before opening them again, before starting to sing the lyrics that she wrote.

"I look up from the ground
To see your sad and teary eyes
You look away from me
And I see there's something you're trying to hide
And I reach for your hand but it's cold
You pull away again
And I wonder what's on your mind
And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake
You start to tremble and your voice begins to break
You say the cigarettes on the counter weren't your friend's
They were my mate's
And I feel the color draining from my face

And my friend said
"I know you love him, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let him go
It'll be alright"

So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent
And I know it wasn't right, but it was messing with my head
And everything deleted like the past, it was gone
And when I touched your face, I could tell you're moving on
But it's not the fact that you kissed her yesterday
It's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake
And everything I know tells me that I should walk away
But I just want to stay

And my friend said
"I know you love him, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let him go
It'll be okay
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let him go"

But nothing heals the past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find
But nothing heals the past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find

"I know you love him, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let him go
It'll be okay
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let him go"

The whole entire time she was belting her heart out, she never once made eye contact with the two her song was about.

Jimin and Seulgi eye's had large tears rolling down their cheeks and to their necks. Both of them couldn't help but feel guilty. For breaking the girl that was once a friend, and a girlfriend.

But it was too late. She was already broken.