Chapter 1

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Delirious's POV

"WAKE UP STUPID!" I wake up to my sister yelling at me and slaping my head. "Ow okay,okay im up!" She started acting like this ever since i told my famliy im gay. As i sit up i look at my clock and it reads 6:00am. "Better hurry idiot, bus will be here in 7 minutes." "But my clock says- SKYLAR WHY DID YOU DO THAT!" I yell at her because i realized she turned off my alarm. "Because i dont like you gay idiot" (A/N this hurt me to say that) she turns around and walks away with a evil laugh "Bitch" i wisper to myself and i flip her off.

I hurry and get dressed and get and poptart from the pantry and i grab my stuff and hall butt to the bus stop and i make it in time but something feels alittle off today.

Time skip-

We arive at school and my friend walks up to me and says "I guess you decided no mask today?" I feel my face "Shit shit shit i didnt...fuck i did" I wisper to myself. "Got to go" I say and I start running. As i was running I bump into my bully who is honestly really cute " what the hell dude, watch were your going fag!" He says to me and i look up at him and he realized it was me. "Oh well look what i have here, mask boy doesnt have his mask." Our eyes made eye contact and i felt like i was going to melt right then and there "What are you staring at mask boy!" I snap back into reality and grab my stuff and run as fast as i could to the janitor's closet. I shut and lock the door behind me and I turn the lights on. "Why Evan, why do you hate me" i start to cry and i hear the voices say

I'm telling you he doesnt like you >:)

"You dont know that!" I say

I do know that you saw him yesterday kiss that cheerleader

"So, that doesn't mean anything"

You idiot yes it does, he's straight get that through you gay head

"SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yell

You can't get rid of me im with you forever

The voices keep saying hes not gay or he doesn't like you. I soon look around for my razor i snuck in here and i finally find it. I grab it and roll up my sleave and say

1) for being gay

2) for likeing Evan

3) for being worthless

I ended up with 14 cuts on my arm. I grab a towel and clean up my mess and put my sleave down.

Time skip-

I finally decided to get up and go to class. I grab my stuff and unlock the door, i turned off the light and started to walk out but i was back in the closet because someone pulled me back in

(A/N so what did you think this is my first story and i really hope you enjoyed it. So if you want another just say so. I will talk to you later bye :) )

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