SHATTERED (Larry Stylinson)

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I apologise for my absence, been a bit preoccupied by a certain gorgeous 25 year old sex god 🤣

The next day...

Harry was still sleeping a lot. His body still had a lot of recovering to do.

"How's he doing Doctor?" Louis asked Doctor Ross.

"A small improvement from yesterday. Has he been awake since you arrived?"

"No." Louis shook his head. "I've only been here an hour though. "Can I ask...the leg injury...he will be able to walk again won't be?"

Doctor Ross wrote on Harry's chart. "It was damaged quite badly. He will definitely need physiotherapy. Time will tell."

Louis nodded and went back to staring at Harry. That's basically all he's done lately.

*****

"Lou..." Harry whispered. He'd been awake a few minutes, but Louis hadn't noticed.

"Lou?"

Louis snapped out of his trance. "Hey love. How are you feeling?"

"Did...did Anna suffer?" He asked suddenly, his bottom lip wobbling.

"No love. She never woke up." Louis said, wiping a tear that fell from Harry's tired eyes.

Harry looked down, his cheeks now soaked.

"Don't cry Harry." But he couldn't help it.

"Is baby ok?"

"She's a bit small. But she's doing well. Would you like to see her yet?"

"I... I think so."

"Now...or later?"

"Now. I need to see her now."

"Ok. I'll go talk to someone." He got up and left.

*****

Fifteen minutes later, the door to Harry's room opened and Louis walked in with a little pink bundle.

Harry's heartbeat got faster, as Louis walked towards him.

"Here she is love...."

Louis carefully placed the baby in Harry's good arm, and he looked down at the beautiful little girl, sleeping, blissfully unaware of the devastating way she came into the world.

"H-hello baby girl. I... I'm your Daddy." Was all he could say before he broke down in tears.

"Shall I take her?" Louis asked.

"No...please." Harry sobbed. He couldn't cuddle her properly, which was frustrating for him. He leant forward and placed a delicate kiss on her forehead.

"She's so soft."

Louis nodded, wiping his own tears away.

"I'm sorry if I can't be the Daddy you need, but I will try my best. I promise to protect you and look after you. I'll never let you down. I'll always be there for you."

Harry's arm that was holding her slackened, so Louis took her from him.

Harry was tired, and very emotional.

"We'll sit here for a bit yeah? You get some rest." Louis suggested, as Harry nodded and closed his eyes.

"Hi gorgeous. I'm Louis. I'm hoping I can be your other Daddy, if I'm allowed. Your Daddy is a bit poorly right now, so we need you to be a really good girl ok?"

The baby hiccuped, Louis smiled. "You're very lucky to have Daddy. He is the most wonderful man. He's kind, caring and loving. I know he's going to spoil you rotten. You're going to be his princess. You're going to be loved so much, and I hope to be part of that. We already love you so much. You just need to be patient, cos...we don't know when Daddy will be well yet. So...you be good yes?" Louis stroked her cheek.

The nurse came in telling Louis that she needed to go back on the baby ward, so she was taken from him.

Louis sighed. She truly was a special baby.

*****

Harry woke up in pain. "Lou...it hurts!"

"I've called the Doctor love." Louis said, worried as he watched Harry try to reach his leg.

"Lay back darling, you'll hurt your ribs!" Louis said pushing Harry back, gently.

The doctor entered.

"Doctor Ross... Harry's leg is hurting a lot. Can he get more pain relief?" Louis explained.

He did some checks and noting how high Harry's pulse rate was and how agitated he seemed, he upped his painkillers.

"This should make you more comfortable." He said, then left.

Harry relaxed after a few minutes. Louis wiped the sweat from his forehead.

"Feeling better?"

Harry nodded. "Can I go home now?"

"No love. Not yet." Louis said, sadly.

Harry sighed. "Where is she?"

"Baby? Back at the baby unit. Have you thought of a name for her?"

Harry nodded. "Yes...Darcy Anne. Is that ok?"

Louis smiled. "That's beautiful Harry. I love it."

Louis took Harry's hand and held it tightly. "I love you both so much."

"Even though she's Anna's baby?"

"That makes no difference to me. She's your baby, that's all that matters. I would love her to be ours though."

Harry smiled. "I want that so much."

"We'll make it happen. There's nothing I want more in the world than to be a family. It's all I've ever wanted."

"I wish I could have a cuddle." Harry said.

"You'll get so many when I get you home, but for now, it'll have to be a gentle hug." Louis replied, leaning down hugging Harry, kissing his cheek. "I love you."

"Love you more."

Thoughts?

What do you all think of Harry's song? I stayed up til 12:30 last night waiting, ended up missing it dropping. Nice surprise when I woke up at 7. I've had it on loop from 7-5!

The video is the best ever. Omg how steamy. I wanted to be in that video...why didn't you ask me Harry?

But... where's the footage from Scotland and when he got shot, and hit by a car?

Another video?

Bloody hell I've been so excited all day I've not stopped smiling.

Plus a new girl at work is a big Harry and 1D fan so now I have someone to talk about him to.

Eeeeeek

All the love 💞💞💞