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June 23, 2017, 9:27 p.m.

I just got home
Hindi naman ako busy
Why?

9:31 p.m.

Are you okay?

9:37 p.m.

Lavender?

9:41 p.m.

Hey
I'm all right na
Something was just bothering me earlier

What is it?
You know you can talk to me

It's kinda personal
Sure it's okay?

Yes
Go ahead

It's about me, Erina and her fiancé
This has been bothering me since 9th grade

Up to this day?

Yes, up to date.

It's been bothering you that long?
What is it then?
How can I help you

I just really want someone to hear me out

Go ahead
I'll listen

Are you sure it's okay?

Yes, Lavender.

Kasi when were in the 9th grade, Pio was my boyfriend. I didn't really love him much. Infatuation might be the right term for what we had

Then?

We broke up Valentine's day
Our relationship didn't really work out
Tapos I found out na he was seeing Erina behind my back for two weeks before our break up

9:46 p.m.

Are you still there?

I'm here
Just waiting for you to tell me everything
I didn't want to interrupt

I see 😔

What happened after that?

Erina gave me the cold shoulders
Nagulat lang din ako bakit hindi na kami bigla nag-uusap tapos ayun, nalaman ko na sila na pala ni Pio and she didn't had the courage to tell me. I understand naman
It didn't really hurt breaking up with Pio, I was just sad. But when my friendship with Erina seemed to be falling apart, it hurt me.

Matagal na ba kayong best friends?

Yes, since 5th grade.
Kaya sobrang lungkot ko talaga na hindi kami okay noon. Kanya na si Pio, I just want our friendship to be okay.

What was bothering you then?
All these years

Yeah, that...
Ever since I told them that I'm fine with their relationship, they've been inviting me to eat out or watch a movie or go to parties together
I just feel off every time it happens and I wish I could tell Erina about this

Then why aren't you?

I don't know
I'm a little scared
Kasi nga nasabi ko dati na okay para sa akin relationship nila. Okay naman talaga.
I'm not jealous or something
Parang nagagasgasan lang kasi yung pride ko every time I see them together and they're happy and the worst part is, I'm there. I had to witness all those things. It pisses me off tapos I'd feel guilty in an instant for feeling that way.
I'm tired of it

All right
I think I understand

Sorry for dumping this on you
I just really don't know who to tell
'Di ko na lang kasi talaga matago yung guilt sa akin kanina

Hey, don't worry about it. It's okay.
I hope you find the courage soon enough to talk to her about this.

Thank you for listening to me, Uriah.
It means a lot

I can lend you an ear anytime

I really appreciate this, thank you

Do you want to go out?
Let's have a bottle of beer or two
To make you feel better

I think I want something warm
Like hot chocolate or mocha
I don't know :(

Sige tara
Let's have coffee
Cheer up, pumpkin!

My grandma used to call me pumpkin
Cutie 🥺

Haha don't be sad
It's Friday, come on
I'll pick you up

All right
Ito na, papalit lang ng damit

Sige
I'll text Kienna to come with us
Just prepare

Okay
Drive safely!

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