Protect Her (Jeon Jungkook Fanfic)

CHAPTER 23: Doubt

Doubt. Everyone of us have it at some point of our life. This doubt can make you regret a decision or make it difficult to make a choice. But still it's a doubt. Something your are uncertain about. Meaning there are 50 percent chances for it to be good and 50 percent for it to be not.

So instead of regretting and making efforts to change your choice, why don't stick to it to the end and see what is waiting and accept everything that happens as faith. And also have a faith that if that choice went wrong maybe somewhere in your journey of your life you'll find another chance to make things, which went wrong, right.

Few days after

"I love you Hana a lot." Taehyung said to the girl laying in his embrace.

She looked up at him with uncertainty.

"Taehyung. Do you mean it? Do you really love someone like me?" She asked.

Taehyung looked at her, confusion in his eyes by what she meant someone like her. She pulled herself away from his embrace, his hands moving forward to feel her warmth again but stopped. He sat up too resting his back against the headboard.

"You see. I didn't have an ideal life. No one loved me since I was child. My father used to abuse me. He even sold me for sake of money. I know you love me and believe me I don't have a single doubt on your love but I'm doubtful of myself. I'm broken Taehyung. I don't deserve to be loved as passionately as you do." Tears were flowing down her eyes.

Every word she spoke were like draggers being stabbed deep inside his chest. He wanted everything in his power that he can do just to prove her that she is beautiful not broken. And she deserves to be loved with as much passion he has for her maybe more.

He cupped her face wiping the tears from her cheeks.

"Hana just look in my eyes and you'll see there is noone as beautiful as you in them. I love you Hana. Passionately. And you deserve to be loved with such passion. Maybe more. You deserve to be loved and cherished and have right to be happy. And you are not broken. You are beautiful." He looked at her with such passion in his eyes that she can feel his love for her.

Taehyung looked at her for few second memorizing every feature of her and pushed her lightly to lay down. He hovered above her with his hands on either side of her face,  supporting him above her.

"You are a piece of art." He looked down at her lips.

He leaned down brushing his lips lightly on hers.

"Magnificent." He whispered as he moved towards her ears.

His warm breath hits her ears making her breath heavily as she closed her eyes.

"Let me show you how beautiful you are."

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She looked up at him as he looked deep in his thoughts. Jungkook has been quiet from the day they have returned back. Whenever Somin asked what was wrong with him he just brushed it off, saying it was nothing while she knew clearly that something was bugging him.

"Are you alright?" She asked.

"I'm fi..."

"Don't you dare say you are fine." She cut him mid sentences.

"You have a really bad habit of cutting mid sentence." He narrowed his eyes, a gleeful smile in his face.

"Don't change the topic Jungkook?" She sat up.

"What's bothering you baby? You know you can tell me everything." She said concern filling her eyes as she cupped his face in his hands.

He leaned in her hand as he held her hand. He kissed her hand and pulled it towards his chest placing it there. She can feel his heartbeat under her skin.