hearts desire (discontinued(

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jesus

daryl and i got back to hilltop 2 days ago rick and some others stopped by when rick saw daryl he pulled him into a hug daryl hugged him back i smiled softly “how did you get out of there” rick asked him daryl pulled away and sighed “i had some help” he said looked over at me he still looks mad at me rick pulled me into a hug i didn't hug back when rick was about to leave i told him to go straight back to alexandria i told him negan will be paying a visit rick nodded and him and the rest left daryl went to follow them but rick told him to stay he went to argue but i put my hand on his shoulder the group left daryl grabbed my arm and pulled me to the my trailer which he was staying with me he shut the door behind us “WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT” daryl yelled i looked at him i new he was mad but i wasn't expecting this “I'M SORRY” i replied looking away not making eye contact he pushed me “I COULD HAVE GOTTEN OUT MYSELF I DON'T NEED ANYONE” i knew all the yelling was going to draw attention without any warning i grabbed the color of his shirt and pulled him into a kiss and on top of me i was leaning against the kitchen table i put my arms around him i kissed more when i felt his hand go to my back he kissed me back we pulled apart my face was hot and daryl was surprised i took his hands in mine i looked him in the eyes he said nothing and left the trailer i sat on the floor “what did i just do” i put my head down i smiled happy that i kissed him but a little scared that daryl hates me more now after a while of sitting n the floor i left the trailer i saw daryl sitting on the step “hey” i said he groaned i sighed i really messed this up “you wanna go on a quick run with me” he asked out of nowhere “uh ya okay sure” i said not knowing what to say he got of the step and i followed him we borrowed a car and left hilltop “so what do you like to drink” i looked at him i was confused he grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the car and he pulled me into a bar “i saw this place a while ago” he mumbled he shut the door behind us he got to glasses and filled them he gave one to me we both drank them i shyly smiled up at him as he gave me another 

time skip

after a while the drinks were starting to hit me i looked at daryl and he was staring at me i looked into his eyes he came around to my side of the bar “should we go back it's quite late” he asked i pulled him into another kiss he placed a had on the back of my neck pulling me more into the kiss we pulled away i looked him in the eye then quickly at the ground i felt daryl's eyes on me “should we really be driving like this i mean if we ran into some one we couldn't do anything” “okay than were staying” he said he let go of me and walked to the other side of the room and sat against the wall i looked at him “i’ll sleep over here” he closed his eyes “but daryl there’s a couch over there” i said “you should sleep there” i said after awhile i finally convinced him when he finally fell asleep i walked back up to the bar i leaned against it and watched daryl but also kept watch i started to feel like kissing daryl again i started making my way over i stumbled over my own feel i put my hand on a table to catch myself i took a deep breath in when i got to daryl my face started getting hot i leaned in i started getting nervous i lightly kissed him on the lips i jumped when i felt daryl kiss back and put a hand on my back he opened his eyes he pulled me on top then flipped our positions i was surprised that daryl didn't punch me or something his hands went on my hips when we pulled away daryl looked away from me shyly i smiled back shyly i started taking off his shirt he had scars he had on on his lower abdomen i place a hand on it i looked up at him softly he grabbed my hand and put it above my head he started at me then let go of my hand he took of my jacket then shirt he kissed me neck i flinched he put a hand on my shoulder he sat up he started taking of my pant's when he got them off he looked at me he put a hand on my cheek

daryl

pauls cheek his face was really red i started taking off my belt i tossed it beside the couch when i got my cloths of me and paul were in our boxers i’m not really sure what to do i’ve never done anything intimate with anyone i looked at paul in the face we looked at one another for a few seconds he sat up so we were face to face he brought both hands up to my had kissing me after a while he was sitting on my lap “i’ll take over then when you get the hang of it” he started i put a finger to his mouth to tell him to stop talking he took of my boxers then his own he got low and took me into his mouth my breath hitched he started to bob his head i put my hands on his shoulders he stopped he sat up and looked at me he looked confused i didn’t say anything he got back onto my lap my face started getting warm as he sat on my lap we looked at one another