In the middle of the night i was woken up to ra'king crying so i got up to feed him but that didnt help he just cried louder witch mad me wanna cry ....he keep crying louder and harder for pass 45 min no matter what i try he wont stop crying so i break down a start cry tbh i dont why the heel im cry but i am and i cant stop "babe you okay " i here kells ask from behind me "No raking wont stop crying i dont why im crying my nipples hurt i cant get no good sleep i wanna just sleep but i cant and raking wont stop no matter what i do h--h-hh-he wa-a-nt STOP" i cry out not holding no more feelings back when they said this mom thing wad hard i didnt think they meant this hard .Kells get up and take raking from me "here you okay son pops go you now" kells say rocking ra'king back and forth and raking stop crying but still sniffling "babe go clean yourself up then meet my down starts so i can get u some medicine then you can get some sleep" kells say helping up to my feet i nod "but what about raking" i ask start panic again "baby i got him now go i will be down stairs " kells say then kiss my head and walk out the room i sigh then go to the bathroom and clean my self up and change after i was all done i made my way down stairs but no befor i check on the girls they was all good so i made my way once i mad it all way down stairs i see kells in the kitchen eating some left over while ra'king just look around so made my way over and just hug him and he hug back " i got you medicine right her and something to drink right her " he say let me go to get the stuff i took it and thank him before taking the medicine after i gave him kiss and start making me some food while kells take ra'king in the living room watching tv while i ate in the kitchen after i got done i walk into the living room and sit down next to my boys watching espn "baby i want anther one"kells say looking at ra'king " lets make one " i say joking around but kells got happy like i was being for real " i was joking you going have find a different girl cause i anit giving birth ever again my cuter just getting back to normal " i say with a serious face " but i dont want put my seed into no other women so just know you not done because i want more "kells say serious "yea ight " i say laughing then we went back to watch nfl highlights this week "babe come on lets go upstair so we can go to sleep" kells say getting up with ra'king in his arms " i dont want to" i say going back to laying down then i herd footsteps leaving so i thought i won so i start drifting to sleep 10 min later i felt hard slap to my ass i hop up so fast"what the fuck is wrong with yo dumbass .. like frfr you got the game fucked up on my mom kids nigga"i say hella irritated because he didnt have to hit me that hard kells was over laughing at shit like it was funny " im sorry baby you want me to rub it " kells ask sitting next to me " yeah duh tf what else you post to do " i say laying on my tummy so he can start kells sit next to me and start rubbing on my ass damn cant hold i miss this so much he use to do it all the time when we first got together omg this felt so good that i moan "fuck " i say low trying control myself but it felt so good "oh shit" i say because kells just start rubbing closer to my pussy then start kissing on my neck "fuck baby you already wet" kells whisper in my ear while slipping his hand in my underwear and start playing and fingering my shit "fuck" i yell then i felt somebody shake me "riri,riri,riri" kells yell shaking me making me wake up .."oh shit that was a dream" i say to myself still feeling that i was wet "aye you good you keep on making sound in your sleep " kells say helping me up " yeah its just um" i start but finish when i felt his lips on mine making me kiss back then i lick his lip trying get him to make out with me and he did damn i miss this "baby i herd moan my name in yo sleep and here in think you dont want another baby by me " kells say kissing all on my neck that when i stop him " hold on wigga i horny not try get pregnant okay so im just handle this my self im go take a shower " i say kissing him making my way to the shower after i hop in i take the shower head and change the presser and got to work then i felt the shower door open and stood there a naked kells "damn baby you coundnt wait for me " kells ask stepping in i move to the side and keep doing me nobody going stop from climaxing but i was cut shorter because grab me picked me up while siding into in one swift move "fuck" i yelled taking the whole 10 inches in me "damn baby you tight asf" kells whisperer in my ears "just fuck me already " i yell "Okay baby you have be quiet so the kids dont hear " kells say i just nod my haed they start piping my shit i try so hard no to yell but fuck he was really fucking my shit up soner then later i climax all over his dick "my turn " kells say before busting his loud in me my eyes got so wide "Omg colson no the fuck you didnt " i semi yell"i told you baby i get what ever i want "kells say pulling out over and start washing my body clean while i stand trying figure out what the hell did he just do "colson i stg if im pregnant ima cut your shit off and feed it to you " i say stepping out drying off the kells step out "well at lest i was worth it right " kells say smiling walking past me ughh i cant stand the man after i put on some shorts and a bra i go lay down a gts .