Counting Down *Nash Grier*

Chapter 4 part 1

Isla:

"@IslaWilliams: What to wear? I have a wardrobe full of clothes yet I feel like I have nothing to wear!!!" I tweet before I start searching again, I check the weather: Rainy, really... Erm I pick ripped high waisted jeans with a Nirvana crop top with a leather jacket over, I take my clothes into the bathroom with me and shower quickly, Once I've finished I brushed my teeth and put my clothes on, I put on natural make up then lastly my hair, I shove random things in my bag like perfume and deodorant, I grab a pair of earphones and my phone charger and put them in the main bit of my bag, I jog downstairs and put snacks in my bag, I take a bottle of water from the fridge,I put my shoes on and I walk to the living room to greet my Mom "Hey I'm leaving soon" I sit next to her "Have fun, oh and by the way your doctor called the Chemo session to Monday " I siged and a wave of thought come over me, What if Magcon only feel bad for Me and don't really like me? right Isla snap out of this don't bring your day down "Okay, I think Alexa outside" As if on cue we hear her beep her horn, I hug my Mom and kiss her cheek before leaving, I feel awkward whenever Mom brings up my cancer its not really a subjects I enjoy talking about and knowing it breaks her heart makes it worst.

I sit in the passenger side "Hey Hun" Alexa greets me "Hey have you got the passes and tickets" I ask her knowing shes forgetful "Yes I put a sticky note of my keys incase I forgot" I laugh at her little reminders "Remember the time you even put one on your steering wheel to remind you for your passport yet you still forgot" I laughing so much.

After about 20 minutes into the drive we hit solid traffic "Great just what we need" Alexa shouts, I flinch I've always been scared when people shout "Sorry Isla" I just Hmm "@IslaWilliams: Hit solid traffic, I can hardly sit still now I have to wait longer!" I tweet and sing along to the radio "I'm so fancy you all ready know" My phone buzzed and saw a twitter notification, I opened the app "@NashGrier: Now i have to wait longer to see you :( @IslaWilliams x" I read it out to Alexa and she starts teasing me.

At 9.30 We arrived, Half an hour late, The first thing we do is go to the General admission line and we both agree on two teen girls with writing all over their faces and a massive poster, We walk over to them"Hey girls, this is really random but do you want our VIP tickets, we have others" They both look at each other "We promise their real, I'll even take you to the line and you can check them" I Say "OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH" They both scream and start crying, everyone started look at them and they both hug us while jumping, we hand them the tickets and and they both walk off screaming and running.

After getting back stage I walk into the room we was in yesterday and all the boys were in there, no one noticed the door open "OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG" I screamed as loud as I could they all suddenly look at me worried "What is everything okay" Aaron asked he sounded panic "Yeah i just felt like it you know?" I went and sat down next to Nash "Hey beautiful" he whispered into my ear, I have him a hug while whispering back to him "Hey good looking" I pull out my phone and start tweeting "@IslaWilliams: Surrounding myself with people who care and love what they do so much inspires me :)" Nash replays to my tweet "@NashGrier: You're the most inspiration person I've met and the fact you are still strong inspires ME :) @IslaWilliams" I smile at my phone and brush my hand against his.

"I'm SOOO hungry" I say to everyone "Same" Nash agrees I stand up "Lets go get food quickly" He gets up and walked to the door with me following behind him "Before we get food do you want to see some thing beautiful" Nash asked me I nodded and he grabbed my hand, I swear to god my heart skipped a beat or maybe 10, We sneaked past security and then we had to sneak through the back of the hotel, We ended up outside his room and he swiped his card to let us in, He took me over to the massive view, it was amazing you could see most of the the town.

"Wow its sooo Amazing" I pressed my hands up against the window and I felt Nash behind me "Just like you" I looked at the floor "You need to stop lying to yourself" I said to the floor when all of the sudden he spun me around "Lying to myself, have you seem you, your so beautiful, I've only know you for a while but it feels like years" My eyes watered "Why, Why would you love someone like me, I'm a sick 17 year old who is on a limited time and once that runs out my life would mean nothing, it will be over within seconds and there's nothing I can do to stop it!" I look him in the eyes and a few tears spilled over, for once I was telling someone how I felt and I wasn't trying to act strong " I love you because you're you, I don't care if your sick that makes you all that much more special to me as its apart of you, your life will never mean nothing, you have and will change so many peoples lives without even knowing you, you mean something to me, the fact your on a time limit makes me want to put everything on hold and spend it all with you, I know you wont be here forever and trust me I'm dreading that day and If I could I would pause time to keep everything the way it is, so now stop denying your amazing and hug me" I pull him in for a hug and wrap my legs around his waist, I let all my tears out and cried into his shoulders after a while I stopped crying and cleaned my face so we decided to go back to everyone after getting food,We had to sneak back down stairs and pass everyone.

The boys just left for their meet and greet so now me and Alexa are sitting in the room alone "Why was you gone for over an hour with Nash huh?" she wriggled her eye brows at me so I told her everything that happened and all she kept repeating was "Awhh" and "I told you, you both like each other", we played on our phones for ages, its around 9 and the boys should be back soon, I felt like playing a prank on them, "Should we play a prank?" I asked Alexa and she agree, we decided to do one where I was going to hid and when the boys come in Alexa's going to ask where I am as i went to find them and I'm going to turn my phone off, I hid myself really well then I hear the Boys enter the room "Hey guys wheres Isla she went to find out?" Alexa sounded worried, she really good at acting "We didn't see her? how long ago did she leave?" Jacob asked her "About 30 minutes ago, I'll try to ring her" Alex replied and after her trying to 'call me' 3 times they all started worrying "What the fuck, I'm going to find her anything could have happened to her" Nash sounded like he was rushing so I decided I should stop hiding so I stepped out of my hiding place "SUPRISE MUDA FUCKERS" I shout at them and they all turn around "You just got pranked" then all of the sudden I was bombarded with hugs and little comments like "You scared the shit out of me" I laughed and we all sat down to talk.

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Hey guys, this is todays chapter

sorry if it doesn't make sense I'm so tired and I have an exam tomorrow i should be revising for but i've done this instead so I'm going to edit it tomorrow.

School drains so much engery expecially since its my last years, its like they want me to do so much stuff yet i cant do any of it and they are putting so much presure on us but anyway rant over.

hope its okay

BYEEEEE Shianne xxx