Poems Of Sadness

green eyed monster

This green monster within me,
It's stabbing my heart,it kills me.
What can i do to stop it?
If everytime i look at you,you are with her.

In those times my breathing hitched,
I couldn't take the pain,but i stayed still.
cuz' my jealousy keeps bugging me
And i can't help but to hide it inside me.

I longed for your touches,kisses,even your voice,the green monster within me is deeply and secretly locked,so don't you worry...
I won't complain and you won't even hear a noise.

I'll just love you from afar,
Even if it hurts my heart,
Because that is all i can do,
To love you,even if i knew that you love her more than you love me and that's okay because i love you more than you do.