-x-x-x-it scares me.
you scare me.we're so close, so close,
closer then we'll ever be,
because eventually,
our future paths will disclose,
and we'll go our ways.i don't want to loose the moment,
of talking to you.i want to take the next step,
in doing so.i want to overcome my fears,
and do it.but oh gods, i'm going insane.
i think i'm going insane.
because all i long from you is this mere contact
that you could easily give,
but i'm too scared to accept it.i'm very scared.
because i don't know what i'll,
end up asking from you next.
so i want to keep this to myself,
and store it up,
and leave.
but i can't.i have to tell you.
so tell me how, how i can tell youbecause if not, i might use what i use,
when i don't want to feel
anything
at all.
-x-x-x-
YOU ARE READING
Silent Letters
RandomJust some words, that wished to be spoken out loud. Just some things, that i wished for. Just the way, my life could easily, evolve around yours. Just a story, that you should read.