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by l0stboy

by l0stboy

                                    
                                              07/08/14
                          dear hemmings,
                          i think i phoned you yesterday. i don't really remember anything, i was drinking, but i faintly recall you telling me to fuck off.
                          and then you said i shouldn't be in the band. 
                          what is the point then?
                          you always ignore me, you're rude, ignorant.
                          why did i have to fall in love with you? i get nothing in return but glares and foul language.
                          i wish michael never met me at that stupid party, and that he never facebook messaged me and said the band needed a drummer.
                          i regret meeting you. it's brought me so much pain.
                          ash