More Than Friends

Chapter 5

WARNING: Mentions of Violence ,Cutting and also Blood.

Courtney Pov

I wake up for the second time today and walk to the kitchen and make a plate of the food that shayne made. Wait, where is shayne? I look on the counter and see a note saying he went to work. I start to eat the food when I hear something outside. It's probably some raccoons or something. Once I'm done I wash the dishes and walk back to Shayne's bedroom. I look in the mirror.

" He's right. I'm fat and ugly. Why would anyone want to be with me". I start to cry and the only thing I could think of is to cut. I run to the bathroom and grab a razor out of my bag and start to cut all over my wrist. I know it's wrong and addicting but the only person that stopped me from cutting was jack but then he got abusive and always ditched me for his 'friends'. But now I can't help it. I looked down at my wrist and saw blood everywhere. I grabbed my phone and dialed Shayne's number and pressed call. After a few seconds he picked up.

" Hey Courtney, what up?" shayne said. I was so dizzy that all I could get out was.

" Shayne, I need you" and with that all I could see was black.

Shayne's Pov

After courtney said those words, I got straight up and grabbed my stuff.

" I've got to go" I said. They all said bye but with very confused and concerning looks. I walk out and got into my car and drove straight home. Once I got home I ran inside and ran to my room. When she wasn't there I got super worried.

"Courtney!" I yelled. I ran to the bathroom and saw it was locked. I grabbed one of Courtney's bobby pins and unlocked the door. I saw courtney on the ground with her wrist cut open and blood everywhere and her looking almost dead and mascara streaks down her face. I picked courtney up bridal style and ran her outside and put her in the front seat in the car and drove to the hospital. the whole time I was crying. Once we got there I took her in.

" Please somebody help. She's lost a lot of blood" I yell. Doctors start rushing towards me and I lay her on the push bed and they run through the doors with her and I know I can't go in there so I sit down in one of the chairs and start to cry. I could've helped her and now she could be dead. I don't know how long she was laying there losing all that blood and It's all my fault. Why do I have to be so stupid.

Timeskip about 3 hours

I was sitting in the lobby and still didn't know anything about courtney and every time I asked they would just say just hold on and wait. I was about to asked them again until they said "Shayne Topp, you can go see Courtney Miller now" A doctor says.

"And she's in room 412" He said then walked away. I walk to room 412 and walk in and see courtney laying on a bed and cords attached to her. I walk up to her. She turns her head and smiles when she sees me. I give her a huge hug and sit on the edge of the bed.

" Courtney I'm so glad your safe, I was so worried when I found you in the bathroom I didn't know what to do so I took you here but why would you do that?" I asked. She looks down.

"I just couldn't take it, not knowing why the person I thought loved me went and crushed my heart into pieces. I loved him, I thought he was the one but turns out he's not. And I tried figuring out why but I just couldn't so I covered it in even more pain" she said.

" Courtney, you don't have to be the one in pain here cause he lost something beautiful and special and no I'm not saying that just because I'm your friend. I'm saying that because I truly mean it. And you don't have to know why because It wasn't your fault. It will never be your fault" I said. And now we were both crying. She nodded and hugged me.

" And courtney promise me you'll never do this again, please. Cause it broke my heart and all I want is for you to be happy and if you need someone to talk too, I'm right here" I say.

" I promise. Thank you so much shayne. I don't know what I would do without you. You are a great friend." she said. Friend, of course. But even if she doesn't feel the same, I'll protect her no matter what.

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Hope you liked this chapter, I'll start posting every Wednesday. Bye lovelies