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Belles pov

2nd September 2018
Dear Diary,
Today was a hard day. It was the first day back at school. School wasn't going to be the same. We all knew that. Not since Ellie died. The school just seemed silent. I lost my actual best friend physically and emotionally I've lost max and Harvey. It was as if none of us could communicate to each other. I saw Harvs around the corridors and he just smiled a weak smile at me. As for max, he just wasn't to be seen where he usually was. He was with the sorta bad boys squad. A place he didn't belong. He just gave death stares and laughed as I walked past. What has happened to him?
Love, Belle x

Let me fill you in on a few things. I'm Belle Roberts. This is me.

I'm 16 I'm currently in my last year of high school

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I'm 16 I'm currently in my last year of high school. I used to be best mates with max, Harvey, Ellie and Kayla. Me and Kayla are still best friends to this day. The reason me, max and Harvey don't hang out anymore is because 9 months ago, our friend Ellie died. Ellie and max were really close friends and ever since she died he's gone on full lockdown and has turned into this person I don't even want to know anymore. He worries me at times. Since Ellie passed, he blames me for it to this day. He tells me it's my fault that it happened. On the 23rd January 2018, Ellie came mine for a movie night but her parents called and told her she had to go home. She was crossing the road by my street still talking to me as her house was literally a street away and as she was walking across the road shouting across to me whilst I was by my door. A car came speeding out of nowhere and she got ran over. She sustained head injuries which she died of the next day in hospital. If I could do that day all over again, I wouldn't have let her leave my house. I miss her more than anything. Since then, max has hated me. He stopped talking to me and forced Harvey to stop speaking to me also. Harvey still messages me every now and again but that's it. We arent as close as we used to be. And I wished I could change that.

Harvey's pov
It's the 25th September and Max hasn't been himself since we started back at school. "Max get up we need to go to school!" I said. "Who are you? My dad? Don't tell me what to do Harvey. You can't control me like you tried to control Ellie!!" Max screamed unnecessarily. "Max you know I loved Ellie like a little sister and I did with Belle and Kayla!! I never tried to control anyone!!" "Don't even mention Belle!! If it wasn't for her Ellie would still be alive and I'd still have my girlfriend here with me today!!" Max cried. "You know that's not true max. She loved Ellie and she didn't intentionally mean for this to happen. God what has gotten into you these last few months. You ain't my brother. You've turned into some monster who hangs around with the bad boys of the school. That's not who you are max!! Ellie wouldn't want to see you like this. This disgusting per-" before I could even finish I felt a hand slide across my face. "Until you bring back the max I know, don't talk to me ever again!! Got it? Good." And with that I stormed out the house and slammed the door with me!!
I got out the house and the tears just flowed out of me. I was right in what I said but why did it feel so wrong to be said out loud. As I stormed out, I saw Belle. She lives opposite us so I was bound to see her.

Belles pov
25th September 2018
Dear diary,
Today was just weird. I left my house this morning to see a crying Harvey. I didn't even want to question what had happened. But he looked so sad so I had to say something to him. I missed him. If there was one twin I could make amends with, it would be him
Love, Belle x

Harvey just looked at me as he saw me walking towards him. "Hey Harv- wait what's happened are you crying?? You look like you've been hit. Please tell me you are okay?" Harvey just nodded. We started walking school and he let loose and told me what happened between him and max moments before.
"Look Harvey I know we haven't spoke since you know. But I'm always here for you. I miss my bigbean Harvs. And I don't like seeing you upset. Max has changed I know that and he hates me, but there's nothing stopping me and you from starting over being mates again." Harvey didn't say anything instead he just engulfed me in a bear hug. I've missed him and his embrace. This was only just the beginning.

*****authors note********
Hey. Hope you all enjoyed the chapter. It's my first MaH fanfic and I hope you enjoy it. Gonna try and stay active with this book as my other ones I've slowly forgotten about. Enjoy and I'm sorry for the drama in this chapter aha. There's much more of that to come before maximus turns nice again aha💙✨

Wc: 922❤️✨
Written: 10th November 2019

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